Moms......wow...that is ever wilder than how i feel.......LOL....i might even move the tv in my bedroom then.......woo woo.....lol......
Ed....I have been invited to a very glamorous downtown upscale big party by a coworker of mine.....the same one who invited me also to a glitzy Xmas party ...did i go to that party? No. Will i go to this party? I dont know...
I never had a thing for New Year Eve parties.....even when i was younger.... .i think a day on the calendar doesn't match my personal calendar.....plus.....that song everybody sing at midnight makes me alsways so sad.....
I like to watch online the places in the world that celebrate new year though.....and i like the fireworks ....:-)
Ed.....oh, you are......indeed you are....as always.....
you do remember......{hugs}
Ed, that is sick, perverted and twisted in an amusing sort of way. LOL
Zee, can I come over and eat chicken McNuggets with you?
oh moonriver! that sounds like fun!
ed: it's what i always do.
lala
ooooh got it ed...i'd rather do something fun but when i extend invites, i get no responses and of course i'm never invited either.
lala
ed: that's true. it's the story of my life.
lala
Moon.....while i do perfectly remember your lonely New Year Eve last year.......*wink*.....
Ed.... lol......you evidently don't remember the criss crossed comments we both made last year to a blog of Alienated. He was asking about possible nominations for a possible Oscar party (or something like that....). I told him that if he wanted some iconoclastic personalities he should have picked you or Moon or Bloc.....
tsk tsk....LOL
New Year's Eve is like THE PARTY in some places. I grew up in Hungary, where even kids stay up till 12am to drink champagin and see the parents get drunk.
Than I came to Israel, and was shocked that there was absolutely no celebration of any sort. I thought I got used to it with the years, but than I moved to the US and celebrating new year's eve returned to my life. I remember the worse NYE of my life about, let's say, 4-5 years ago, when I was already divorced but couldn't get no one to whach my son for me. I had to stay in, and I was desperatelly dialing numbers till the very last hour. Than got some whiskey I found some where in the house ( I don't keep liqour but one of my girlfriends left it there) and got drunk all on my own hating my life. I remember those mean girls who pretended to be my friends at the time were keep asking me what I did, and laughed when I said I've had a nice quiet night with my son....Bitches!
This year? Well, this is my third year back in Israel. I didn't even realise during these years that there was a Christmass or NYE going on around the world I was so busy with my own drama in my life here. But after my brother's death and the fire (wow, it was exactly a year ago :-0 ) I've made up with my family, and during the summer I've started dating again. It must have been way too long for me to go on without dating guys, couse now, that I am manless again (it's been a week now), I feel like I've never been this lonely in my life.
So, you asking me where I'm going to be....?
I don't know. This week I was hoping my ex will try to contact me and try to bag himself back. I planned to stay cool, and say no, and I was hoping that he'll do somethign extremely romantic to show how sorry he is. Well, none of that happened, and by the end of the week I realised it'll never happen. All of a sudden I understud that it really is over, and that I miss him. Or just miss being with company, really, cause I'm not sure I miss HIM, I just know I hate being alone.
I wish I could write now, that I'll probably spend my NYE night with him, and that we'll do something fun together. But I kind of realise it is not the way it's going to be. Should I keep my plans clear in case? Naaaaaaaa!!!
So I'm hoping maybe some one might ask me out. I'm hoping it'll happen in time so I'll still be able to get some one baby sit my son for the night. It wont be easy if I'll have to do it on the last minute.
But as it looks right now... My ass will be sitting at home, like ever other day, and I'll watch how other people celebrated on the news.
Happy New year for all of you, SC members! Happy New Year for you Silver!!
I think I was sick last New Year's ?? hmmm// I wonder whether I will even know it is the day. . . have been losing track lately. Dad has gone (Dec 23rd) ... seemingly in a blaze of northern lights (my sister in Michigan said the sky was flame red that night).. oh yeah: we had an ice slick here last NY's... I had to walk out a mile or so to meet my daughter Michael who brought milk and a couple of vodka coolers to me and Beau. and Geri got a ride to town... and it was raining and we could barely walk, on the road. It was very interesting actually. and then later, a couple of Beau's friends somehow persuaded a parent to drive them out here in a 4x4
so I was babysitting 3 teenage girls who were drinking vodka and kalua and beers (which the girls brought)... and knitting. It was lots of fun.
this year? whatever else I am doing I will probably have the knitting needles going. I seem to do a lot of that lately. Have a good one, ed.
oh yeah, and I will be keeping track of the lynx's tracks in the back yard. I seem to have acquired a wild kitty: he keeps coming back. I think it is a young one that is on its own for the first time, and is having trouble locating food. but have not put food out for it: just the dogs are running about and all that. I think he may have eaten the outdoor kitties earlier in the year.
boring...
i'll be spending it with my grandparents though. just the three of us.... kinda sad because i wanna party...
silverwhisper: they are in manila. and i'm in iloilo. very far away some of my aunts and uncles would rather spend it in their homes and my friends are with my family. i have fun alone though... =)