You belittled me to the point you made me unhappy.
You’re a candidate for evil.
I thought your love was benign.
You used to be hypnotic.
You used to be something I yearned for.
Condemned me for the things I did.
You fabricated your stories to make me believe you were never laudable.
It was hard to decipher if your feelings were true.
Your actions were malicious.
I can’t believe how you can infuriate me and at the same time make my heart fiery.
All this time I thought you were vital and beneficial but it turns out you were merciless.
You abased my love for you.
You captivated my attention with you pretentious ways.
You made me feel like I was culpable for everything that went wrong but all along I was humane to your selfish ways.
I think about the brevity of our relationship and it makes no sense.
You should feel ignominious for what you did to me.
It’s unbelievable that through it all I am still here writing you this poem to manifest my love,
This sentiment of love is so transcendent.
I can’t believe I’m still in love with you.



