i cannot describe this feeling i want to laugh and cry and scream and shout and run and everything all at once. I feel like i'm going to throw up. ....the relief hasn't really hit yet...i'm sure it will.
i can't stop smiling.
and the feeling inside is indescribable .
i never thought being so happy could actually feel uncomfortable.
i don't think i've ever been this happy before.
a mere blog post cannot do it justice.
THE KIDS ARE COMING HOME!!!!
and i forgot what else i was going to say....
fuck it. *grin* .....the kids are coming home.
it hasn't quite sunk in yet.
their dad gets them for christmas.....and i get them on the 27th.
and after that.
there was some more stuff about visitation......their dad has free visitation.
i didn't get supervised visitation for him...but i can live with it...
i basically quit listening after he said they were coming home.
i'll have to talk to my lawyer about visitation and child support and all of that.......cause i quit listening.........
my lawyer grabbed my hand and didn't let go.....i love her she is so awesome. she was as nervous as i was.
she was so scared for my kids. she made the case personal.
we actually became friends......i don't remember if any of you remember my first posts about how mean she was.....but she is awesome.
she told me "if you EVER get back with him i'll come over myself and take those kids and i don't want them cause i have four of my own, so don't you dare EVER get back with him"
i promised her i wouldn't ever ever even think of it.
i don't care what her bill is. she is worth whatever we end up paying her.
*laughing* i want to put a billboard sized ad up letting other women in this situation know how wonderful she is.
MY KIDS ARE COMING HOME!!!!!
i can't contain myself!
Fallyn posted on Dec 19, 2007
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more2methanthat said on Dec 19, 2007....
OMG Fallyn, I am jumping around the office here I am soooo incredibly happy for you! How wonderful, wonderful, wondeful!
Such a wonderful Christmas present for you, I am ssoooooo happy. I had been checking constantly waiting for news!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
ME TOO!
and i'm crying now........
i can't stop laughing and crying.
and i can barely type!
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
i'm just sitting here bawling now. *laughing* i can barely see through the tears. :P
*grin*
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uniquely-ironic said on Dec 19, 2007....
yay!!!! I'm so fantastically happy for you!!!!!!Celebrate!!!It's as it should be. -
Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
*LAUGHING* i'm in too much of a daze right now to celebrate!
we will be celebrating all night long i'm sure though.
*laughing* the tears help! ....a LOT.
okay......me and mom are making the rounds.......we're heading out in the car to drive to a few of our witnesses places to let them know the good news...mom and i can't just sit here *GRIN* .....both of us feel like driving through down blasting the horn and shouting!
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
*laughing* hell, we can have a party in here, i'll be back on in a few hours. ......i'm just ...completely beside myself...and really feeling like i'm gonna jump out of my skin.
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PsychoDramaQueen said on Dec 19, 2007....
OMG there is a god in this world!! i am crying tears of joy with you. I cannot imagine the hell you have been through, and now it will be over. What a wonderful christmas present. Have you spoken to them yet? what do they think or feel? did your ex give you the evil eye? who cares, right? Your babies are coming home where they belong.
Doing the snoopy dance of joy!!
<>~~~~PDQ~~~~<>
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
this is quite literally the best day of my life.
sorry i keep commenting on my own post....but i just cannot contain myself.
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
Psycho......i can't wait to talk to them...but i'm giving their dad and grandparents a few hours to let it sink in.........i'm too volatile right now to talk to him or his parents.
*laughing* the minute i start talking to them i'm probably going to burst into tears again! oh my god, i can't believe they'll be home in a week.
i can barely string two words together coherently.......i'm just......just......just.....
there are not sufficient words to describe it.
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
it's like finding out you don't have an incurable disease......finding out you aren't going to die.
being pardoned from death row,
i could never in a million years imagine what this would feel like.
giddy doesn't even BEGIN to describe it.
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Zayda said on Dec 19, 2007....
WHOOOO HOOOOO!
[jumps up and down like a slightly crazy woman]
Fallyn--I am so freaking thrilled for you that I can barely contain myself. Oh hell, now I'm crying. -
destinydiva said on Dec 19, 2007....
yayayayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fallyn I am so happy for you, really I was jumping up and down when i saw your post just then!!! :-)
yayayayyayayayayyyyyyy (again) !! :-)
aaww this is fantastic!!
(((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
you wont believe the size of the grin on my face :-) I am just chuffed to bits for you!!!! :-)
{I'm joining zayda in the crazy woman jumping } :-) xxx
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the_infernal_optimist said on Dec 19, 2007....
OMG YAAAAAAAY!! :-D
[crazy happy dance]
That's SO freaking awesome to hear, not that we had any doubts! :) I'm thrilled for you, Fallyn! :-D
~Infernal
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Actorguy said on Dec 19, 2007....
YAY!!! I'm so happy for you Fallyn! -
vacantmind said on Dec 19, 2007....
YAY!!! Fallyn I am so glad that they are coming home. Merry Christmas, what a beautiful gift you got this year. -
GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 19, 2007....
That is absolutely FANTASTIC news! I know *exactly* how you feel Fallyn, and you're right, there are no words to express it. I remember the feeling very well, and I'm so glad you get to experience it. Blessings to you and yours.~Grace~ -
wombat said on Dec 19, 2007....
I was off for just a bit and missed this right away!Fallyn! I am so happy for you I can't stand it, either! I kept wanting so bad to say all those things like I am positive it will work out, but I was a bit shy about that--even though from all you had said I had a really good feeling about this!Oh, forget all that.... You are going to get your girls back! I am so happy for you all!!!!!!!!!!!You can have a second Christmas with them on/after the 27th, and then celebrate from here on out!Have a wonderful, joyful New Year, Fallyn! -
Eilan said on Dec 19, 2007....
This is excellent!
*Does happy dance for Fallyn*
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pickersplock said on Dec 19, 2007....
Well, Christmas couldn't get much better!I'm so happy for you!Now, go celebrate!!!! -
Mamie said on Dec 19, 2007....
Oh LORD, thank you God, thank you God for listening to our prayers, thank you Lord for reuniting this family...what a beautiful Christmas story...you will never be the same...and thanks be to God!PS I love your lawyer too and I don;t even know who the frig she is...awesome!! -
Twylarants said on Dec 19, 2007....
I'm joining the dance! I got chills as soon as I read your title on the home page.
This is the best news I've heard in, ...well, I don't know how long. I'm just thrilled to death for you Fallyn. What a Christmas present!!
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travelr712 said on Dec 19, 2007....
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm so happy for you! i knew it i knew it i knew it!!!!!!!!congratulations hon, you deserve it!!!!! -
crybabylu said on Dec 19, 2007....
Yay...haw!...Get out the champaign (only the best will do for this celebration). of course, but I don't drink...........hey, I told you we would be jumping up and down and shouting,,,,,,,,and that is what we are doing......Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to ya! & kiss them all for all of us too!........YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!
LUV, DEE & JR
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lampshade said on Dec 19, 2007....
I'm so happy for you! this is truly the best christmas gift you could receive. -
hinana said on Dec 19, 2007....
Fallyn i am soooo happy for you!!!!!!wow u made my daythis is sooo amazingim so so happy for youim happy fro your girls, im happy fro everyone lol!if how happy i am for you is undescribable lol i can only imagine what you feel like right nowcongratulations!! -
CreativeWoman said on Dec 19, 2007....
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I am so very very happy for you!
CW
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Jenna said on Dec 19, 2007....
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designedmoreforpublic said on Dec 19, 2007....
Fallyn,
I am crying tears of joy with you!
What wonderful, wonderful, news.You are truly blessed- as it should be!
Designed
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Lucytorial said on Dec 19, 2007....
congratulations honey and by the way MERRY CHRISTMAS what a chrissy present hey... wow hugs and that so rocks for you -
Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
*laughing and grinning and can't stop*
oh god, i bawled and bawled, i called my guy and cried on his voice mail!
he called me back cause he knew what was going on and thought i'd lost them...*GRIN* he told me i was nuts cause i was crying like i lost them.
(teasing of course) .....he freaked out when he heard me sobbing on his voice mail!!!! *Laughing* poor guy!!!
I've been jumping all over the place too!!!!!
i've been DANCING!!! *laughing*
I don't even know what else to say...i'm just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo EXCITED!
i want my kids! NOW! *laughing* now we just have to get christmas ready for them.
would it be totally wrong and spoiling them rotten to fill the living room with presents???
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travelr712 said on Dec 19, 2007....
it would be totally right if you did that hon! MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS!!!!! -
Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
*laughing* tonight mom and i found a HUGE barbie sized house at costco.......it's like 300 dollars....which we would NEVER normally spend.....but my god it's sooooo cool
*laughing*
i think we're gonna go back and get it tomorrow.
we have to convince my dad though......i don't think it will be hard. *laughing*....these are his little girls coming back too. *grin*
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RollingC said on Dec 19, 2007....
Congratulations. I'm happy for you and your kids. ( I had a feeling that it was going to come out this way )
HUGS
Rc
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
*grin* thankyou rolling. *grin*...as you can tell, i can't stop grinning, -
hotaka said on Dec 19, 2007....
Fallyn, I was just stopping in to send a couple of PMs and I saw this post. I am so friggin' happy for you. What a Christmas present! well, he gets them for Christmas but you get them to raise. Congratulations. I know who hard it was for you to go through this and feel you might lose your babies to him. But you got them. Yes, give your lawyer a huge hug. I am really so glad to read this today. I'm giving you a big hug too...
HgnnnnnnnHH!!!
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Fallyn said on Dec 19, 2007....
hotaka......the best part was when he said that based on all testimony from both sides the girls are very pleasant and well raised and well behaved..........and he gave me ALL the credit for that......considering my ex didn't really help raise them at all. *grin*
that was VERY validating.
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soleme said on Dec 20, 2007....
Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!
Victory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, and the Best Christmas Present Ever!!!!!!!
Spoil them all you want and don't forget the hugs and kisses!!!
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Fallyn said on Dec 20, 2007....
soleme.....laughing.......forget? *laughing* they'll be sick of hugs and kisses by the time i'm done with them. :P -
moonriver said on Dec 20, 2007....
what else can i say that all the others haven't already said? hoooo-rah! ((followed by a maori victory chant)). you truly deserve it, fallyn. :-)
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moyz said on Dec 20, 2007....
((((((((((((hugs and smiles)))))))))))) lots of tears of happiness for you here....Merry Christmas Fallyn!!!!!!!!!!!
send pics of the kids on your first full day with them...lol...I'm happy for you!!
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fearing said on Dec 20, 2007....
Congrats Fallyn! Hugs!!!!
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Fallyn said on Dec 20, 2007....
moon....i feel VERY honored! ....is that the haka?
my brother in law actually performed that to win a free CD....at a county fair once. *laughing* it was pretty cool.
and INSANE! *grin*
*HUGS FOR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!*
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lfbno7 said on Dec 20, 2007....
Attagirl. Happy ending. -
moonriver said on Dec 20, 2007....
fallyn, yup, it's the haka. here's a sample. consider it as *your* victory chant... :-)
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polarheart said on Dec 20, 2007....
Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Great, great news, my dear! ((((warm hugs to you and your chicks!)))))Polar xox -
Sunshine_Mariah said on Dec 20, 2007....
Congrats Fallyn! I knew you could do it! :-) -
Me-Myself&I said on Dec 20, 2007....
Happy Holidays!!!!!!! so cool....i love a happy ending!!! **smile** -
evil_twin said on Dec 20, 2007....
Congratulations, Fallyn. I'm very happy for you that justice was served and you're getting your children back. You deserve it :-)
-evil_twin LA
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Battycat said on Dec 20, 2007....
Congrats fallyn, what a fantastic christmas present, I'm so happy for you :-)) -
TaintedAtBirth said on Dec 20, 2007....
Big congrats fallyn.
I can almost feel your relief and joy. I'm so happy for you I can't even put it into words.
What a weight that must have been lifted for you!
:D
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Alyss said on Dec 20, 2007....
I am glad it worked out for the best. -
Fallyn said on Dec 20, 2007....
oh thank you everyone!!!!!!!!!! this has been such a wonderful day!!!!!
i'm still floating. *grin* .....at least now it doesn't feel uncomfortable...it just feels WONDERFUL!
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skald said on Dec 20, 2007....
Oh Fallyn when I saw this I jumped with you like you were a close relative. I am so glad for you Congratulations. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -
Fallyn said on Dec 20, 2007....
thankyou skald!!!! *laughing* i don't think i have EVER been so excited by ANYTHING in my whole life!!!!!
it's an amazing feeling!
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hotaka said on Dec 20, 2007....
Ooh, Fallyn (grin, grin, grin). That is very cool. You're a great mother too and your girls are the living testimony. An extra big hug to you! Now go buy them an ice cream. -
Fallyn said on Dec 21, 2007....
*laughign* awww, thankyou hotaka!! *HUGS* -
crybabylu said on Dec 21, 2007....
Thanks to you FALLYN---the rest of us are having the best Christmas ever! You have got to write this story up and send it in to a magazine or something, because it coming around christmas time makes it extra special!........Love, Dee -
Fallyn said on Dec 21, 2007....
oh dee. *GRIN* *HUGS* i'm sooooooo excited.
*GRIN*
i miss them so much.
i'm soooo excited.
i just...i can't wait.
clara.....clara is the one i've been thinking about the most....not cause i don't want the other two...but because it's been the hardest on her. she's never been away from me.
never in her whole little life.
and every time i've talked to her she's sounded so sad.
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wakingharmony said on Dec 22, 2007....
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Fallyn said on Dec 23, 2007....
oh thankyou waking! *grin*
5 more days!
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moyz said on Dec 25, 2007....
((((((((((hugs and warm wishes))))))))))
happy holidays my dear...2 days to go!!!
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Fallyn said on Dec 25, 2007....
2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you cannot imagine how excited i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finally got to talk to littlest, and i told her that we're going to see each other soon....and she was SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!
that made me feel really good!
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wakingharmony said on Dec 25, 2007....
good for you Fallyn! Soon Soon. -
Fallyn said on Dec 25, 2007....
*grin*
i can't wait!
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wakingharmony said on Dec 25, 2007....
I bet you can't!! Merry Christmas Hon!!
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