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just got a call from my lawyer, the judge is making his ruling...in court tomorrow....at 2pm and me and my family have to be there.

i know i have nothing to be worried about....but i'm worrying anyway.
i feel sick to my stomach.......

i want them back sooooo badly!!
i can't wait to wrap them up in hugs.

but i'm worried too.
are they going to be mad at me? was life really good there? did they finally make a strong connection to their dad?
that they were sent there in the first place is such a tragedy,
eldest likes the school she's in.
it hurts to know that she likes school and now she has to switch again.
change is really hard for her. and of the three of them she's the most connected to her dad.
they are SOOO much alike.
which worries me immensely.
she needs to be socialized.
and with his hermit like tendencies that will never happen.

anyway....so basically i'm all nerves.
most likely i will be flying out to denver with my mother.....picking them up....not sure where, at their grandparents home...or at the airport.

but who knows....i mean.....maybe the judge will rule and they have to stay there....and can only come home for christmas......

or maybe they get to stay there through christmas and i get them after christmas.

i'm just so nervous.



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  • Mamie said on Dec 18, 2007....
    oh Fallyn, I am crossing all my fingers and praying soooo hard for you! There is not a chance in hell you will sleep tonight! Might as well start a project and that way you will be blissfully distracted...although don't stay up too late, I want you looking favulous tomorrow!!!!!! Mamie
  • more2methanthat said on Dec 18, 2007....

    Oh Fallyn!!!!!!!

    I sending all my prayers and positive thoughts your way for tomorrow...

     

  • Fallyn said on Dec 18, 2007....
    oh thankyou mamie.....i know you're right.....i have butterflies SOOO badly.

  • the_infernal_optimist said on Dec 18, 2007....
    ((hugs)) I agree with Mamie - stay busy if you can, to get these loooong hours out of the way, and just cling to the thought that tomorrow is bringing great news!

    ~Infernal
  • destinydiva said on Dec 18, 2007....
    my fingers are still crossed for you :-) I hope it goes the way you want it to :-) xx
  • crybabylu said on Dec 18, 2007....

    This is the day we all have been waiting and hoping for.  An opportunity to be heard in a court of law.  Now, comes the hard part, but I think you will do just fine. JR & I hope to hear good news tomorrow.  If it goes the way all of us are hoping for, then we are going to be jumping up and down with glee right along with you.

    Love you, dee.

  • destinydiva said on Dec 18, 2007....
    crybabylu is right fallyn...  we are all rooting with you completely through this :-) xx

  • Fallyn said on Dec 18, 2007....
    i'm confident.
    but apprehensive.

    i can't wait till this is over.

    anyway. thankyou all!
  • pickersplock said on Dec 18, 2007....
    We'll all be on pins and needles until we hear from you again!
    Best of everything, Fallyn!
  • Eilan said on Dec 18, 2007....
    *crossing all crossables*
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 19, 2007....
    Waiting is the worst. Hurry up, time, let's get this show on the road.
  • crybabylu said on Dec 19, 2007....
    I guess we can look at waiting as part of the process.
  • CreativeWoman said on Dec 19, 2007....
    I'll be thinking of you Fallyn.  I hope your next post is overflowing with the joy you're hoping for.  :-)

    Hang in there,

    CW
  • RollingC said on Dec 19, 2007....
    I'll keep you  in my prayers....  hope that everything works out best for everyone.
    Rc
  • wombat said on Dec 19, 2007....
    Checking in to say my thoughts and prayers are still with you for a good outcome for you and your girls.
     
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs and love}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
    wombat
  • GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 19, 2007....
    Waiting with baited breath, and lots of good thoughts, to hear the results. 
     
    ~Grace~
  • Zayda said on Dec 19, 2007....
    Fallyn--You and your girls are still in my thoughts.
  • vacantmind said on Dec 19, 2007....
    I am anxiously waiting the good news.
  • strange~~~visitor said on Dec 19, 2007....
    this is a mystery
  • moonriver said on Dec 19, 2007....
    hoping that the ruling is in your favor and in the girls' best interest. just making a quick peek at sc, fallyn, but i'm following the story.

  • husbandhater said on Dec 19, 2007....
    Fallyn it's been 24hrs what is it? I'm praying you get your Christmas miracle.
    Crossing fingers* Crossing toes* praying that they come home to momma:~)
  • moyz said on Dec 20, 2007....
    ((((hugs and warm positive wishes)))).....I hope everything is good now!!!
  • sheltercrow said on Dec 20, 2007....

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