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After you die, do you want to come back here? What do you want to be next time, if you do come back? Where do you want to live? What would you hope to accomplish next time?

As for me, I'm done. I never want to be incarnated again. I want to find other things to do. I'm sure there are lots of interesting things to do without coming back here.

Why don't I want to be back? I don't like the uncertainty. I don't like the suffering. I don't like the drudgery, the responsibilities. I don't like the vulnerability. I hate the amnesia, not remembering who you are. I don't like to be stuck in this body, a body that doesn't represent me, the body of a stranger.

I don't like how stupid the people are. I always feel that this world is populated by absolute morons. I really don't want to slum with morons anymore. I don't want to slum with selfish people anymore. I have a negative view of mankind. Just look at the newspaper. Just read a history book. I'm tired of having to be around dumb ass baby souls, people too fucking dumb to get me. I'm out of patience with it.

Do you know the Dylan song "Stuck Inside of Mobile With The Memphis Blues Again"? He goes "How much do you have to pay to get out of going through all these things twice?" Good line, Bobby.

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  • lfbno7 said on Dec 14, 2007....
  • GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 14, 2007....
    I don't like it here either, but I do view this realm as a training ground - boot camp, if you will.  I really believe we are here to learn and grow. I know I'm not done learning yet.  So yes, I do want to come back. 
     
    As to what I want in the next cycle around - I haven't a clue!  But now, thanks to you, I'll be thinking about it.
     
    ~Grace~
  • wombat said on Dec 14, 2007....
    If there is such a thing as reincarnation, then you have been here many times before, and will return no doubt...not that I really believe in this--it's just a thought to ponder to me....
     
    I would, if I had to come back and could choose, like to be an artistic soul--with more gumption to fulfill my dreams--and the ability to ward off the negative influences in my life than I had this time around...
     
    (and a silly dream of mine has always been to be a carnival-type psychic--dressed in a white and gold robe with a gold turban--whether I was legitimate or not does not matter.  What fun that would be!  Maybe that is what I used to be and I miss it?)
  • wakingharmony said on Dec 14, 2007....
    Bob Dylan really knew what he was singin don't you think. I 'm with you LFB I think Ive done my time and given and taught to the best of my ability...so when this body retires....I'd like to spend more time on the other side where I am understood much better. and If I write a poem about beauty  of my life and thanking them all now......people don't think ...ohh shes depressed and sucidal... that is so stupid..... why is death so depressing to people who say they believe in GOD???? Great Post Honey Bunch!!
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 15, 2007....
    Grace, your description of life on earth is similar to mine. I think of it as being a sentry on duty. I believe one of the main reasons we come here is to learn skills that are useful back home.

    Womby, if you come back with more gumption your next name will be T Rex.

    Margie, that's a good question about why death is so depressing to people who say they believe in God. That's a great way of thinking of it. Someone who believes in God and Heaven may as well think of death as a graduation and homecoming. That's not depressing at all, though we can be nostalgic about the life we led. Still, we'll see the people again.
  • scipio said on Dec 15, 2007....
    Good Post ifbno7. Your words very much echo my feelings too.
     
     
     
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 15, 2007....
    thanks
  • Battycat said on Dec 15, 2007....
    I think i've still got a lot of learning to do :-)  Good post.
  • travelr712 said on Dec 15, 2007....
    well lfb, i don't want to sound contradictive here, i just want to give you something to think about. how do you know you won't want to come back when you don't yet understand the reason you chose to come here this time? perhaps there's something you haven't learned or discovered that you wanted to, and that's the source of your frustration? and next time, you'll find something else that you want to learn by experience, and you'll know this is the only place to learn it? keep in mind, our timeline has nothing to do with where you go after you're done here, so you could choose to go back to ancient egypt and still retain the knowledge and experience you've gained from this trip deep inside you. kinda cool to think about, huh?
  • SeanRenaud said on Dec 15, 2007....
    This world is great for me.  I love it here and I don't want to be reincarnated, I want to live forever.  I hf I had to be reincarnated I think I'd like to be a woman.  Or a house cat. 
  • CreativeWoman said on Dec 15, 2007....

    I'll throw this out...

    I saw a well known psychic on a talk show once.  She said we all come back five times.

    I find that a very interesting thought but I guess we would never know in this life which trip we're on.

    Me?

    I'll come back.  Unless I really get busy, I don't think I'm accomplishing much in this life.

    CW

  • LloydTheBarber said on Dec 15, 2007....

     I believe in reincarnation. I was actually somebody who was very productive in my last 2 lives. That is probably why I feel ok with kind of slacking in this, "my current life". There arent allot of songs about reincarnation that I can think of off the top of my head, but I was just listening to "highway man" by Johnny Cash and Willie Nelson the other day and thought that it was an excellent song.

  • PsychoDramaQueen said on Dec 15, 2007....

    i dont think i want to come back, but i would like to be able to check on the kids from time to time, if that doesnt sound too creepy!

    <>~~~~PDQ~~~~<>

  • wombat said on Dec 15, 2007....
    lfbno7:  That was funny!  I would like to be the biggest baddest cat around for a change--be the predator and not the prey!  T-Rex sounds good to me!
  • wakingharmony said on Dec 15, 2007....
    Got me thinkin.........uh oh...
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 15, 2007....
    Journey of Souls by Michael Newton. Best book I ever read on the subject of the afterlife. I hope at least some of it is true. I read it twice and also read his sequel twice, Destiny of Souls. CW, According to him and his clients, we don't just all come back five times, it is optional and we can come back as often as we like, often more like 5,000 than 5. Battycat I think you have a lot of learning to do, so you will have to come back another 8,000 times. Oh well. (just playing, don't get po'd) Traveler, a "psychic" told me that I lived in Manoa, but I don't know that I believe him. Sean, I think I'm a woman in Heaven, and just coping with being a guy here, although I find guys repulsive here. Lloyd, I find that interesting lyrics about the afterlife can be found in country music more than any other genre, though India Arie and Erykah Badu also touched on the subject. Psycho Drama Queen, you sound like a typical woman to me! And I think you'll be able to check on the kids whenever you like, and maybe give them a bit of help now and then too, somehow. Womby, I just know there is a terrifying T-Rex in your future, so you will have the joy of chasing around Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Waking, I hope I didn't give you a headache from thinking, so go back to sleep.
  • wakingharmony said on Dec 15, 2007....
    P~~~~~~~~~~~~~
  • ortdj23 said on Dec 15, 2007....
    I think instead of worrying about coming back again i think that we should be thinken about what we are here for now caz if u find your passion this lifetime u might never worry about coming back and just be happy.  I would be  a bird over a cat caz u could cover more ground
  • Battycat said on Dec 16, 2007....
    One or two more times maybe, 8,000, nooooooooo ;-)
  • preacherman said on Dec 17, 2007....

    My husband and I were discussing different religions the other day, and we stumbled upon one that we discussed thoroughly, it wasn't the aspect of returning, it was the aspect of choosing.  He said this particular religion believed that we chose the life we wanted before we came.  I laughed real big and said, there is no way I chose to be poor!  No matter how galant we think we were up there deciding, I know without a doubt I wouldn't choose to be poor!

    But, if I could come back, I'd either want to be a judge, or a doctor.  I know that sounds funny, because they are so different.  But, I have always been fascinated by the law, and I have also been fascinated with medicine.  I think I should like to be English and serve in the parliament, wouldn't that be a gas?

  • lfbno7 said on Dec 18, 2007....
    I saw the English Parliament on C Span years ago. They yell at each other and ridicule each other. They seem to have a good time.
  • crybabylu said on Dec 18, 2007....

    well, either preacherman is married to a man, or he used my toolbar again, and didn't sign out, and I didn't notice and went around soulcast as him.  Only bad thing about that is, I'm blogging from a female perspective.

    Anyhow, commenting on your recent comment--that is what gave me the idea, they really have a time in that parliament. 

    Have you been watching the news where the Koreans actually get into physical brawls?

  • preacherman said on Dec 30, 2007....
    Sorry to be the one to inform you , but we don't come back.
  • GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 30, 2007....

    Preacherman - How do you KNOW?  Aren't you simply stating your belief about the subject, and not something that is known?  I'm not being antagonistic here.  I'm sincerely asking.

    ~Grace~

  • preacherman said on Dec 30, 2007....
    I would be more likely to believe there wasn't a god, than to believe we get recycled.  And I think you already know my beliefs whether there is a god or not.
  • GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 30, 2007....

    Preacherman - With all due respect, that's what I thought.  It is your belief.  You don't *know* any more than the rest of us do.  I respect your belief. =)

    ~Grace~

  • preacherman said on Dec 30, 2007....

    I know what the bible says.  The bible says we are appointed a time to die, and then the resurrection, and then the judgement..  

    There are numerous other scriptures that say on the subject.   But, I am not going to sit here and look them up for you.   Kinda surprised at your attitude, grace.  you say you are a christian, i have read it in some of your posts, but there is nowhere that reincarnation coincides with christian beliefs.  In all do respect to you, too,  grace.

  • GracefullyGrowing said on Dec 30, 2007....

    Preacherman - I think you might be mistaking me for someone else, sir.  I'm not Christian. I'm positive I've not posted on SC that I am.  It's no biggie though - it's an easy mistake to make! =)

    ~Grace~

  • preacherman said on Dec 30, 2007....
    My aplogies, Grace.  I guess I did mistake you for someone else.
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 30, 2007....
    I was just watching Lisa Williams on the internet. Lifetime Tv has a website where you can watch whole episodes of her shows. She's fantastic. She is one of those 'one in a billion' people who can communicate with the dead. Since we now have several billion people on earth, I suppose it shouldn't come as a complete surprise that a handful of them can do it. I wouldn't trust anyone who claims to be able to, but Lisa is the real deal. She's the best.
  • wakingharmony said on Dec 30, 2007....
    And I like John Edward (NOT the politician) and George Andrews(is andrews right len?)
  • lfbno7 said on Dec 30, 2007....
    I think there's a George Anderson, I read a book or two by him, and he was really good. He was mostly involved with grieving relatives. I like John Edward too, a lot, but he can't do what Lisa does. He has a gift but Lisa has a better one. Lisa has more in depth conversations with the dead, while John Edward fumfers around a lot trying to figure out what they're trying to tell him. John Edward is fantastic but he is strictly Minor League compared to Lisa Williams.

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