im sitting in front of the computer at 2 in the night with an exam looming on my head , early tom morning... a 100 thoughts are racing in my mind , and at the same time there is also an intense feeling of emptimess... the guy i really really loved got married to someone else today.. i knew it was going to happen for a long time , so then why does it feel like a shock  all the time... my hearts breaking into million pieces and yet im sitting in front of ppl as if nothing has happened... i cant tel anyone anything , cos everyone tels me i've been stupid to love someone who i knew was i never cud have... but stupid that i have been , theres nothing i can do now.... i call him up and wish him happiness for his life ahead , while every part of me is cryong out in protest and misery.. is this really wat i deserved??????