so tightly grasped
floating into the space
between something and nothing
the space.. endearing in it's nothingness
terrifying in it's aloneness.
moving in this sea of stillness
amidst frantic searching for
driftwood before i sink
and no one knows.
unsure of where this
'will' to stay afloat
resides and how long
it will be there for.
floating in foreigness
a place that isn't mine
where i find myself trapped
wanting things i only dream of
things that only watch.
watch while i float
terrified down this lonely river.
