i took the long way around but i found it - inner bliss - peeling away  the outer crap, the way you think the way you live, the way you feel. always striving for more - be thinner to be richer to be a better partner/sister/daughter/employee- constantly trying to perfect everything, constantly looking over the wall at the "greener grass" - when happiness is right here - inside.

 

im not only realising that i focus on all that i dont have instead of all that i already do have - i am realising that inner love - inner happiness (as cheesy as it sounds) is really the best satisfying long lasting and real feeling that is. letting the sun catch you and letting that warm feeling of deep happiness come over you and let all the other meaningless things fall away. - dont know how to explain it but getting there is by pure accident.

 

being true, real and totally authentic to yourself is the best way to feel inner bliss and calm admist the rush-go-media-run world we live in