i spoke with a very good friend of mine today for the first time in months. see, we sort of lost touch, but it was definitely not intentional. i guess it never really is though. but we started talking; updating eachother on our current lives. what's new, what's old. plans for the future. stuff like that. i'd love to say that he has changed, but i can say that with 100% honesty. he's changed a little i guess. but....it's not really for the better. he's very much into looks now. like, he always wants to look good because he is single now and really wants to have another girlfriend. him and his old girlfriend of 4 years broke up in july. he works out now, which is good, but he does it so it "helps him out" with the ladies.

 

i can say that i am a very different person that what i was 6 months ago. and it is definitely for the better. i'm straightedge. i'm independant. i like tattoos and piercings. i don't like mainstream. i like to eat healthy. i don't care about what others think of me. i like the finer things in life. i don't judge people based on how they look. and out of all of that, i wish that my friend could do the same. i think it would only better his life.

 

mmmm, that's all for now.