ninjapirate
posted on Nov 06, 2009
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Tags: confused, friends with benefits
Mentions dirty things in case you're not interested in that sort of thing... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Sep 21, 2009
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Tags: fixing myself, panic attack
Picking myself up and hoping this works.... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on May 25, 2009
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Tags: dreams, meaning, past, connections
Feels like I haven't blogged in awhlie. Maybe that's a good thing since I always blog when something is bothering me and that's why I'm back here right now. I'm trying to figure out what this all means, if here is what is bugging me.... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on May 01, 2009
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Tags: dating, suicide, insight
I need to collect my thoughts on things. I just got back from seeing my shrink, goodness how I really needed to see her. She has made me feel quite a bit better, though I still feel the sadness lingering unfortunetly.... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Apr 28, 2009
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Tags: guys, lonely
I don't wanna write another depressing post, but that's how it is lately. I'm not sure whats going on with me. I guess I'm just way to absorbed with this guy, who I wrote about here. Then he broke my heart, but at least I got answers. Now we'... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Apr 25, 2009
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Tags: stuck, sad
I am having another one of my epsidoes sigh. I dunno what happened, two weeks ago I was crazy happy for no real reason, now I feel like I can barely move. I was super excited to start my new little life by myself and also kind of happy to get away... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Apr 16, 2009
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Tags: dating, picky or not picky
Screw the last guy I blogged about! Yesterday I went on a date with I'll call him poker guy and wow I hope he's for real. Here's the story.
Well one night I was up really late chatting and up pops this guy while I was checking my email on thi... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Apr 05, 2009
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Tags: self, family, sweet, sad, life, perpretrators, online
I dunno if I'm extra moody or what today. I'm feeling pretty down about myself. This is the issue I'm trying to work on the most with my shrink is to be able to express myself. Last time we covered self-esteem. It seems if I can turn that around a... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Apr 04, 2009
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Tags: advice, dating, help
Ugh! I dunno what to make of this, here is the conversation pretty much.
Me: So when do you think we can go out again?
Him: If I can work things out this week how about Wedesday?
Me: I'll be out of town.
Him: When will you... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Mar 22, 2009
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Tags: dating, Frustrations
Just got back from another date. I'm not sure how it went. I'll recount how I found him. I was looking at this feature on the dating website I use, it lets you see whose been looking at your profile. One of them was this guy who seemed real... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Mar 08, 2009
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Tags: dating, troubles, waiting, men
I'm gonna complain about a new boy. Soo I wrote about him here. After our nice date, we chatted a little every night and he seemed really enthusastic right after the date, but it wained it seemed over the days. I was getting a little disa... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Mar 03, 2009
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Tags: dating
That's right! My first sucessful one in a long time. It all started when I went to this free dating site I usually don't care for, but I was extra lonely that night. One of the first people I found was this guy who looked a lot like my mean bad fri... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Feb 27, 2009
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Tags: thoughts, therapy, stuck
I just got back from my counselor's appointment and I feel like jotting some things down. I started out talking about my mean bad friend and how I felt I asserted myself with an email I wrote to him. She asked questions to get more knowledge about him... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Feb 20, 2009
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Tags: uncomfortable, creepy guys, guys
Lately I've been getting some very unwanted attention. It first started with this guy in my math class. He sat by me one day and started making small talk. I was happy someone finally wanted to talk to me even if he was old and not cute... read entire post
ninjapirate
posted on Feb 18, 2009
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Tags: New York City, vacation, sightseeing
That's where I went this past weekend!... read entire post
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