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Female, Widowed, Good-heart, Sincere, Intelligent, and a hopeless Romantic.
msteetee73
posted on Feb 10, 2009
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I turned 36 yesterday...but the celebration started Friday night.... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Feb 03, 2009
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But not by the 25 year-old. I couldn't do it. I couldn't wrap my head around the age factor and be okay with it. Good as he looked and as strong and I believe is would be, I couldn't give in to that one guilty pleasure. So I opted for an older "scrat... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Feb 01, 2009
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I was walking through one my favorite stores today...Target. As I'm perusing down the aisles picking up things like shampoo, conditioner, toilet paper, dog food, toothpaste,etc...I happen down the aisle where the condoms are...I realize I had not bought... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Jan 26, 2009
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Truly letting go is a process. My process has been long and it has been taxing to my physical, mental and spiritual being. I have been a pack rat more or less when it comes to the intangible things, useless and inconducive to growth things... like bad... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Jan 21, 2009
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Yesterday was truly a day of change. I could feel a change in myself. Subtle, slight, yet definitive. Yesterday was inauguration day. The day new power came in to play. A transition memorialized, a transition of new power. A new power inside of me.... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Jan 19, 2009
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I open up to my divine soulmate right now and I step into love. My divine soulmate is out there and I call him forth to me.Soulmate, I welcome you into my heart, into my life. I invite you to come to me and I am ready to love you. I am re... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Jan 15, 2009
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I tried to put him in a corner and then give him and out...AGAIN. I just can't seem to wrap my head around why he doesn't want to break up when by his own admission, he doesn't love me. He doesn't really believe I love him either. So why does a person... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Dec 30, 2008
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He says that everything that has happened is basically my fault. I got hurt because I gave him an ultimatum and he had no choice but to choose for us to break up. He said the other choice was to go down a path that he wasn't ready for yet he was ready... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Dec 28, 2008
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So for the last three months, I've gotten direct and indirect messages essentially saying the same thing. I know that I lack the desire to exercise my patience and in doing so, I miss the lesson in the experience. I remember a time when my mantra was "... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Nov 19, 2008
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I'm on the plane a complete emotional wreck. I'm blogging on my phone and the tears are just streaming down my face. I turn towards the wall in an attempt to hide it from others. I just can't fathom that God would want me to go through this confusion.... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Nov 11, 2008
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I honestly don't know what to do. I know I want to do the right thing, which is preserving myself; protecting who I am and the little bit of happiness, contentment, and strength I have inside. I don't want to be vulnerable but to love someone, to be i... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Oct 27, 2008
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I miss him. I miss his touch, his smile, his laugh, his quirky expressions, his breath on my forehead, his scent. I miss feeling his aura as he lays next to me. I miss him. But I can't say anything. I can't tell him I miss him. It won'... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Oct 16, 2008
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Ever have one of those days where you feel as if you should be doing something to move along some aspect of your life? Like you know exactly where you need to be and what you need to do to get there but even though you have the will and gumption to do i... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Oct 09, 2008
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I'm a fool. No doubt about it, I am a bonafide fool. I know this man doesn't love me. By his own brazen admission. And here I am, going head first with eyes wide open into something that didn't work last time and has a greater chance of not working... read entire post
msteetee73
posted on Mar 28, 2007
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I am crying inside. I am mourning deep inside. I don't want to go through this. I don't want to feel like this. I try to find alone and quiet times to try and let it all out but it won't seem to just come out completely. I want to empty my heart of... read entire post