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WARNING: ADULT CONTENT!! Married, 17 years, two kids, GREAT sex life, tough time communicating sometimes and exploring the Dom/sub lifestyle!
madisonluvsex
posted 6 days ago
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Not sure where to begin. So much is different, but definately much better. I feel more confident in my lovability... and more confident in His love for me. We're starting training again now - His idea. till the new year at least and see how we're doi... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Oct 05, 2009
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Hi again, haven't blogged for a long time. Things are good and different. not an active sub anymore. not sure why. We've talked about it and He didn't feel i really wanted to be His sub and i admitted to some issues with L still being even vaguely i... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Aug 21, 2009
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Well, all is well. He came home, not upset with me. We talked about what's been going on and how we both feel. I love Him, He loves me. Communicate, communicate, communicate. Just another day in the glorious life we lead!... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Aug 18, 2009
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i hate the feeling of fear that i've somehow, finally pushed things too far and He won't come back to me. i reason with myself that i have a right to by upset by some things and that every disagreement is not a major problem. i haven't bee... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jul 26, 2009
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Been busy with work stuff - have played a few times. We held a short ceremony in which i took vows to be His worthy slave! and now i am on a new training program. My first task for this is to express what being a slave means to me and what activities i... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jul 07, 2009
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Well, after Master getting his blowjob from D - He came home in the morning - talked to me a little and went out again for the day with business associates. We spent Friday night just hanging out and by Saturday He had forgiven me (though i know there s... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jul 02, 2009
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Which time is the last time? Never if you take for granted that you've already ,made that mistake for the last time. ... of saying or doing the worst, stupidest, most thoughtless thing.Frustration had reached a peak level at work this week.... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 27, 2009
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So, Master is on the phone and talking serious business. He gets out the ropes and begins to tie my wrists and ankles. He wraps the rope around me and then orders me up to my rings. All while talking on the phone still - he ties the ropes to the ring... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 24, 2009
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Well, i'm still waiting for my punishment for my poor behaviour the other morning. Master has been alternately annoyed and completely fine with me - we've worked together successfully - but there's been no D/s. Well, He did say i had to make Him cum 6... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 21, 2009
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i really fucked up. why do i have to spoil everthing!? i feel so confused about going out and sucking that guys cock - it was fun at the time - why do i feel this way now. i wouldn't even feel bad about it probably by now if i'd been obedient to my Ma... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 21, 2009
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Well, i did it! i made a date with a boy and W/we met him for drinks and i stroked his cock in the bar and we went out to an empty patio and i sucked his cock and Masters cock too! So i can never say that i've never sucked any cock but Masters again!!... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 19, 2009
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Wow! so last night - just when i think Master is tired and not feeling like getting up to anything, and considering how much we've been playing and fucking lately...... next thing i know He tells me to get dressed and He's tying my hands and... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 18, 2009
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fucking, squirting, satisfaction, pure joy... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 15, 2009
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i'm a greedy little thing. Saturday after work (3 am) we came home and we had another encounter. Master clipped a skirt hanger clips to my nipples! It was intense - He took me from behind again and held the hanger up by tpulled on the hanger a little... read entire post
madisonluvsex
posted on Jun 13, 2009
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Second post of the day - but i missed a few days the last little while, hopefully Master won't mind me using some up. :)After our beautiful session last night (i don't really like the word session, but i don't know what else to call it.) we ... read entire post