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killercupcake
posted on Jun 10, 2009
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my birthday was 3 days ago.. im 16 now!! i got a license!!! ^o^my parents got me a new camera for my birthday.. because one day my (now) ex bf was hitting me with these drumsticks [it hurt :(] and my camera was in my pocket.. and he hit me in... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 27, 2009
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wooot!today's my first day of summer break!!
:D
im pretty excited, my birthday is in 11 days!!
ill get my license and then ill drive EVERYWHERE!!
hehe
but with all this happyness there is some bad news...... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 20, 2009
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*sigh*im not having ANY luck trying to affiliate myself with the guy i like currently...
i talked to him...
but i can just tell he dosnt like me :(
its sooo obvious he likes the newer girl from Japan..
she's PERFECT
killercupcake
posted on May 20, 2009
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ugh, sometimes. i can just be a genius!important life lesson:
cussing out people you hate will only come back to bite you in the butt!!!
yeah, im one of those people in the classroom that never says anything or speaks up -... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 11, 2009
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ok!this is driving me INSANE
i just remembered this book i read a couple years back..
but i cannot for the life of me remember the title!
okay. ill start out by saying the cover is of a car's side view mirror and in ... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 09, 2009
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I know that i shouldn't.. but i do..i like him again, but i know he dosnt like me..
but i cant help it, i like him so much, but i dont know what to do about it.
liking an ex again has never gotten me anywhere.. and i know it deff... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 05, 2009
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so.. its been.. 5 days and looking at him still hurts me so much inside..the other day our eyes met, and the once butterfly feeling felt like razor blades.
i cant stand seeing him with her. the one that caused this all. why couldnt he just se... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 02, 2009
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Everything. just.. gone.ive lost everything ive ever loved.
my grandfather is gone, my bf left me, and my hamster died this morning.
i hate my life so much.
i just want it all to end. :'(... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on May 01, 2009
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im all alone and sad..i want to be comforted..but the people that are trying are the people i dont want.
the ONE and ONLY thing/person i want. I simply cannot have.
im very sad and lonely and numb..
i dunno what to d... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 30, 2009
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the one thing i lived for. the one person i loved more than anything in the world.is now gone. he has left me. and im back to my suicidal-ness
i literally have nothing to live for. everything is gone. Everything.
th... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 27, 2009
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another day goes by, and i still havnt felt any better whatsoever.i dont feel like self-injury today.. but i keep my tool close. its almost comforting to hold it in my hand and to just feel it as if it never hurt me..
twenty-two times it's ha... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 23, 2009
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i must have totally lost it.like honestly, i think back a few years and i was so happy before.
i want to know where i went wrong.
ive changed so much in what seems like all the wrong ways.
2 years ago i would have ne... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 23, 2009
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the days are just getting worse and worse.everyone is comming at me at different angles.
nobody wants to help me, in fact their only hurting me more
my family, friends, everyone is just making it more difficult.
nobo... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 21, 2009
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nobody notices i do it.im good a disguising.
even if they see it i dont think they have the guts to say anything.
but they can still think to themselves 'what a psycho'
only 2 people know about it.
and they are... read entire post
killercupcake
posted on Apr 21, 2009
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can anybody see what im doing yet?can nobody really see my big plan?
maybe its only obvious to me because i know what im doing..
i have so many other friends that tell me their there for me and they care about me
but inside... read entire post