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what am I like? do you want to think? or feel? who are YOU?
judahblue
posted 6 days ago
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monday mondaysweet 16 november 2-0-0-9
Sitting here at this keyboard having no idea why I came to this journal, no idea what I want to say.
I'm still Anne's friend. That hasn't changed, though we've never yet met face-to-... read entire post
judahblue
posted 13 days ago
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Monday the 9th in the month of November in 2009 in CanadaBefore I know it, Christmas break will be upon us. Students can't wait, and who can blame them. we professors look forward to such breaks too, but you have to admit, even if you're a p... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Oct 21, 2009
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wed 21 oct 2-0-0-9, someplace in Canada, still earthI'm not going to say anything about what Canada is like, in comparison with amerika. that doesn't mean I don't like Canada and I'm pining away for amerika. it just means that I want to keep... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Oct 09, 2009
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as far as I can tell, it's the 9th October, a Friday, 2-0-0-9swallow hollow swallows of everything they want you to be, show you how to be, drum into your skull how to be
hollow humans swallowing swallows of conformity... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Oct 03, 2009
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sat 3 0ct 2-0-09, earthall this buddhist stuff. yes, I value the teaching of mindfulness to a point, and other teachings to a point, but all this stuff about detachment? it's just too irrational for me, too distant from what a human b... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Sep 18, 2009
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friday 18 sept 2-0-0-9droids droiding all around me in the buildings, on the sidewalks, on the TV (don't turn it on). droids dressing up like real humans with souls and independent thoughts and dogging on with their show-time acts.
judahblue
posted on Sep 10, 2009
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thursday the 10th sept in 2-0-0-9stepping on leaves, and what tiny lives might be under them
waiting for snow, comes sooner here; waiting for the white
teaching what to whom? it's not so important anymore. i ... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Sep 04, 2009
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the fourth of september in 2-0-0-9, a fridaywhy don't we ever really think about what it means to be merciful. people read the word out of the bible in church, and then forget it. people say things like have mercy... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Sep 03, 2009
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still sept 3 2-0-0-9Just seeing if anyone's paying attention... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Sep 03, 2009
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tues 3 sept 2-0-0-9the land of the maple leaf, etc. yes, I'm here, teaching English in a small college.
anne's life over the months since I last wrote in december has been as horrendous as always. it's a bit better now, b... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Nov 19, 2008
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nov 19, 2-0-0-8, earthMy cat, my teacher, has arrived, and so soon. And has turned out to be TWO cats. There's an elderly woman on my street who's been living in her house forever, raised her children there, stayed there after her husband di... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Nov 12, 2008
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it's wednesday, I think, november 12thWhy deflated? Because of Anne, of course...
And I went to a three-day colloquium in spite of my deflation, and it was tough to get through. There were some interesting discussions on poets a... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Nov 08, 2008
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nov 8, 0-0-8, and i'm sure it's saturday......,,,,,.......STUPIDITY!!!!!!
The subject, or one of them anyway, that gets me really irate. I have no patience with stupidity, and that's just another thing that Anne and I hav... read entire post
judahblue
posted on Nov 06, 2008
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thurs nov 6...If things keep going the way they have been, I'll have a whole chapbook of poetry devoted to my friend, Anne. I have no complaints about writing that many poems for her: the hideous circumstances of her life are worth at least ... read entire post