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I'm a gay man totally in the closet. I'm 40ish & am coming to grips with my sexuality & what to do about it.
inmycloset
posted on Aug 13, 2009
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In my concious state, I attempt to live a very straight life. I try and be what others want and need me to be. I do not deny that I am gay, but simply choose not to act on my desires for the sake of my wife and family.All bets are off when I... read entire post
inmycloset
posted on Aug 11, 2009
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This weekend, I was alone and flipped on Logo channel (gay channel). I can only watch it when no one else is around. Watching gives me a sense of "belonging" ... like I'm with other gay people. Anyway - as I watched, an advertizement for a m... read entire post
inmycloset
posted on Aug 05, 2009
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Yesterday I posted ideas on how I want to make my marriage a more satisfying and enjoyable relationship for my wife and I, even though I'm gay. The basic idea is two-fold. 1) do a litte "something" each day to meet one of her needs (e.g., af... read entire post
inmycloset
posted on Aug 04, 2009
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Well, the last few days my wife and I have made some progress. We had a long talk on Saturday afternoon. She and my daughter had a "sleepover" kind of thing at someone else's house and I was alone on Friday night. It gave me time to think things over.... read entire post
inmycloset
posted on Jul 31, 2009
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I appreciate the comments on my last post by Soaringraven. I shared in those comments that I have man I've become very close with in the last few months. He is also gay but married (to a woman) and, like me, has only come out to himself/his wife in the l... read entire post
inmycloset
posted on Jul 30, 2009
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Initial post telling how I denied for years that I am gay, how I finally came out to myself, and how I struggle with what I should do about it now.... read entire post