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I live a very protected, private and secret life. I write about what I know. What I know is truth is cold but it is truth-even as others deny it.
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 03, 2008
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Today is August third- it makes eleven years since I miscarried my son. If I Could Say
If I could say so many things
sing you a song
if I could tell you
your precious
your loved
if I had a moment
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 02, 2008
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It seems that when I am settled; i am about to be moved. I always hope that when I move it is for the last time. Moving would be fine if it was not done only out of necessity. I am getting tired and I just want a decent life for me and my little girl. I... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 21, 2008
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I am sitting here- swimming in thoughts as deep as the ocean and as trivial as nothing. I range from nostalgia thoughts of my childhood to thoughts of tribulation and recieving faith. I keep thinking back to something my boyfriend... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 20, 2008
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Trying to wash awaythe many failures
of my life
of this very moment
I long to embrace
ultimate serenity
inside my heart
the clock ticks
secret and close
what lyes next
is among the wonders
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huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 14, 2008
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My Lord asked me would you go down
to the deepest depths
to hell's very gates
I answered
I love you Lord
yes
I would travel
the hardest road... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 24, 2008
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To grasp all the light bulb moments without burning my hand- that is my paradox. I don't know any other way to start this or where it will lead. Hell- or Heaven- I don't even know the point of this. Maybe someone reading needs to ee this for some zany o... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 24, 2008
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Really what is everythingwhat is nothing
as i stand in this parking lot
hugging an old man with cancer
bringing his cart back
because chemo took it's toll
i don't even know this being
but deep in
deep out
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 23, 2008
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I amhuman
faulty
in need of repairs
I have some scars
I can only try
to be honest
I can't claim it
I am emotion
I am no emotion
depends upon
tides of times
tides of moments
I w... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 23, 2008
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For you my angelI set you free
yet even I
can't accept
my actions
only to say
freedom has always
been my way
my love
in time
as you fly
feel it
try not to remember me
and so ... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 23, 2008
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Could I write my sins downdo I want to
would it bring relief
or desolation
people think I am nice
am I really
or is it just my actions
but a person is more
than just there actions
what about
my... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 22, 2008
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Thunder clapped in my earsrain drenched my being
washing me in its graces
wind caressing my naked skin
as I returned to my heart
where purity slept
dormant- waiting
for me to remember
love's light
ca... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 21, 2008
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Lord I come now in petitionI am helpless without you
my heart is breaking
as i watch a child
who is yet to be a man
dying-
I who am suppose to be
a healer sent by you
yet for you no miracle has come
f... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 21, 2008
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you fool yourselfwhen you look
delude yourself
when you think................ read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 21, 2008
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Ticking away clearlylike so many things
wondering when............ read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 16, 2007
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darkness descended before my fall............................... read entire post