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I live a very protected, private and secret life. I write about what I know. What I know is truth is cold but it is truth-even as others deny it.
huantedangelofdark
posted on Nov 03, 2009
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I trip and slidein the ooze of deceit
my insides swarthed
rotting hurting
sickness
the vile spirit
settling in
testing me like Job
taunting me
I will never be
what my potential was
fulfill... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Feb 12, 2009
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moira no longer felt madness settling in. She felt a sweet calmness. Something like a hazy dream about living in pink clouds with monochrome butterflies. All of a sudden, her thought turned to life as her monochrome butterflies wrapped around her. Feel... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Jan 22, 2009
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Feeling like my time is not enoughgood enough to please you
slowly backing away
bowing out
I wonder if you notice
I don't think you do
or rather I just cared
more than you noticed
can't even free write
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huantedangelofdark
posted on Jan 03, 2009
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just random type- no sense to be madejust a purging of my brain
overloaded
overrun
got to let it go
all away
getting away
deep in my head
hurt battering me
just again and again
can't run sweethe... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Dec 19, 2008
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In the real world 80% of the population is fake. Ten percent are afraid of who they are; the other ten percent is persecuted for being real. There reality is more than most fake people can bare.In the real world most of your friends are y... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 27, 2008
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I found out today- that in the state I went to for protection- that even though the state i came from sealed my new location against both my ex's for me and my child's safety- that child support enforcement in this state will disclose my whereabouts t... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 19, 2008
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Well- it seems my stalker was my first ex husband. I am in hiding again and it seems that if he finds me, I am dead this time. The state will be pulling my kid out of his care and I can't see her again because that would put me and her sister in even mo... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 03, 2008
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Today is August third- it makes eleven years since I miscarried my son. If I Could Say
If I could say so many things
sing you a song
if I could tell you
your precious
your loved
if I had a moment
huantedangelofdark
posted on Aug 02, 2008
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It seems that when I am settled; i am about to be moved. I always hope that when I move it is for the last time. Moving would be fine if it was not done only out of necessity. I am getting tired and I just want a decent life for me and my little girl. I... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 21, 2008
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I am sitting here- swimming in thoughts as deep as the ocean and as trivial as nothing. I range from nostalgia thoughts of my childhood to thoughts of tribulation and recieving faith. I keep thinking back to something my boyfriend... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 20, 2008
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Trying to wash awaythe many failures
of my life
of this very moment
I long to embrace
ultimate serenity
inside my heart
the clock ticks
secret and close
what lyes next
is among the wonders
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huantedangelofdark
posted on Jun 14, 2008
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My Lord asked me would you go down
to the deepest depths
to hell's very gates
I answered
I love you Lord
yes
I would travel
the hardest road... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 24, 2008
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To grasp all the light bulb moments without burning my hand- that is my paradox. I don't know any other way to start this or where it will lead. Hell- or Heaven- I don't even know the point of this. Maybe someone reading needs to ee this for some zany o... read entire post
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 24, 2008
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Really what is everythingwhat is nothing
as i stand in this parking lot
hugging an old man with cancer
bringing his cart back
because chemo took it's toll
i don't even know this being
but deep in
deep out
huantedangelofdark
posted on May 23, 2008
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I amhuman
faulty
in need of repairs
I have some scars
I can only try
to be honest
I can't claim it
I am emotion
I am no emotion
depends upon
tides of times
tides of moments
I w... read entire post