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Hi! I'm some chick that is struggling with life at present. I'm letting it all out. The good and the bad shall be revealed.
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 28, 2008
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I don't remember the password for this account. I know that there is a cookie that allows me into it. I'm getting a new computer. This means that the cookie will no longer be able to allow me into this account. I will be back though. I enjoy letting... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 26, 2008
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My father is coming to visit. He should be here by some time tommorrow. He'll be staying with my brother and his family. I can't wait to see him. I haven't seen him in what seems like three years. It very well could have been that long. Any way you... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 25, 2008
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I definetely got some good news yesterday. I found out that there is an application for people with disabilities to have their school loans forgiven. They are sending me one for that and an economic hardship deferrment. Now I know that there is a poss... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 25, 2008
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Again, Merry Christmas peeps! I'm not doing much at all today. I didn't do anything really yesterday either. I did overhear some turd brain call me a cunt though. I was dropping off a christmas card at someone's house when I heard that. Some people... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 23, 2008
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That one guy that was one of the ones who used to beat me up when we were young is on my mind again. It's not as bad as before, but still annoying. Last time I thought I was in love with him. Now I don't feel a thing towards him. The love is dead. I... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 22, 2008
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It looks as though today is the first day that I am going to have no cigarettes to smoke. This is good, even if the addict in me thinks otherwise. I want to quit smoking because it is a waste of money. There are much more important things in this worl... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 21, 2008
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I believe that it is very sad that her daughter ripped her heart out last week. It's wierd, because if my mother read my blog, she might feel that way. I am the oldest of her two children. Isn't that a strange coincidence? Anyway, I know Andora isn't... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 21, 2008
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I have decided to put some issues together. They equal my life experiences. For some reason I am special enough for all of those people to be paying attention to me, even if it is th negative kind. I don't know what it is about me that's so important... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 20, 2008
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They do what they do because they want me to be afraid. I shalt not cowar because they want me to. Whether I live or die is my business. It isn't like these people introduced themselves. They were just rude bastards. It's ok. What comes around to me... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 20, 2008
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I don't conform to their ways or will. People always seem to want to control another person. That's why so many have children. That's why there is behavioral science. That's why someone made up Santa Claus and stuff. Brainwashing to bend the will o... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 20, 2008
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I know that I can't go around hexing people just because they have pissed me off. I have hexed before. It came back on me, obviously. I know what I have and haven't done. I also know what I should be doing since I can't change the past. I should be... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 19, 2008
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I'm glad that I have a bible. It arms me with knowledge that I can use in self defense. People wish to say portray me as bad when really I'm just some female who's trying to live her life. I wonder if they have harassed me because I'm not married. E... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 18, 2008
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I want to be a more spiritual person. I can't do that by making fun of those who have hurt me. There has to be a better way. When people pass judgement on me, I don't like it. Why should I be doing it to them. I want to be happy, not spent. I don't... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 17, 2008
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I no longer talk to one of the neighbors that I used to associate with. Her nickname is Gabby. She doesn't shower very often at all. When I say that, I mean that I don't even think that she bathes monthly. She and her new sucker of a friend were cros... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 16, 2008
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It's been a boring day today. I'm glad that my mother went out looking for a job today though. Earlier in the week is when the jobs come open anyway. If she continues to look earlier in the week, she might be more apt to find a job than she has been s... read entire post