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My task is simple:I want to be what I am looking for in people, in life.
freshheart80
posted on Apr 12, 2008
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Tags: marriage, engagement, family, time, relationships
You know as the summer approaches its almost time for weddings! Last year, we attended one every other week. This year promises to be even busier. I am noticing on facebook that friends are announcing their engagements and things like that.
I... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Apr 04, 2008
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Tags: car, Betty, love, night, Cars
I bought her five years ago. Her previous owner had been a woman who unfortunately was dying of cancer. She needed the money to pay for her therapy. Otherwise, Betty would never have been min For a couple of thousands, she passed the ownership to me. I... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Apr 01, 2008
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Tags: love, Heal, damaged, Heart, relationship
I had not written in days because I wanted to quiet on the inside. I wanted to get to a place where I wasnt always drying my eyes, but I could look through the maze into the sunlight. The good news is that I think I am there already. For the past 48 hr... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Mar 26, 2008
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Tags: pain, Heart, love, Ex, frd
It just wont do. I find it hard to get over it. I have tried listening to music. I am reduced to crying. ..... I feel vulnerable right about now. I have actually gone all day without attempting to call, or send a text. I had a couple of call, but you kno... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Mar 25, 2008
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Tags: silence, Text, consolation, god
On the way to work today, I decided I would notice every thing. And so I did. It was minus one really cold. I noticed the way the cold made me feel,I noticed my car heater didnt warm up on time. I noticed the air scape just driving through the country... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Mar 24, 2008
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Tags: Heart, love, relationship, phone
I have just gone for a very long walk. The first apparently in many. I feel a lot better right now. I have had some time to think and to put things into perspective. For starters, how do women like Leah in the Bible feel when they spend all their lives l... read entire post
freshheart80
posted on Mar 24, 2008
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Tags: relationship, Heart, love, phone
My heart is officially broken. I didnt expect to be here. I have been here so many times. For the past three years, its happened every year. I am not quite sure I can stand this loneliness and fatigue anymore.
I know there is no point going b... read entire post