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alone and lonely
dearie54
posted on May 01, 2008
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I miss the way my marriage used to be. But I can't un-know what I know and I can't forgive B for some of the things he's done. I miss not being in love with my husband. I happened to see him step into the shower yesterday morning, and I looked away.... read entire post
dearie54
posted on Jul 23, 2007
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When I went to my doctor's appointment last week, he strongly urged me to go into counseling again. I can't work up any enthusiasm for doing it. I'm tired, and I don't have the mental energy to figure out how to do it. All I want to do is... read entire post
dearie54
posted on Jul 09, 2007
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Anxiety is beginning to be a problem. I don't like the dark. I never have, but lately it's been getting worse. Some people find the shroud of darkness comforting and peaceful. For me darkness is the shroud of death, and it's suffocating.... read entire post
dearie54
posted on Jun 10, 2007
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I love the late nights. I no longer worry about going to bed early. Late at night I can let the mask down.Sometimes it slips when people can see it. That doesn't happen very often though, because I've learned... read entire post