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This is Darkerthanlight after she reloaded Windows all by herself.
darkerthanlightagain
posted 1 day ago
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So much is happening in my life right now. My mom has physical issues that she needs to address to a doctor. Unfortunately, she won't go to one. Then she wonders why I get suicidal. It makes things very clear. No one wants me around. They all know... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 4 days ago
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Every day I see evidence of a despairing mishap just rolling all over me. If I'm not hearing my mother yell, I hear people scoffing at me. Why has my life only amounted to be a complete failure? I thought that it was ok to please one's self because ps... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 4 days ago
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I know that some people would prefer it if I died, but too bad.... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 5 days ago
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How do you feel? Do be sure to let me know.... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 6 days ago
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Last night it felt as though my nightmare was starting all over again. I was sitting across the street hearing comments and laughter from some people driving by in cars. I am starting to think that this is all a planned conspiracy. Hell, why would any... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 11 days ago
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I'm truly pissed off. One of the guys that was hanging out at the bowling alley with the hot guy walked passed me saying "Smile". I absolutely can not stand it when people do that shit. They don't know what's going on in my life. Who the hell is that... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 12 days ago
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I know why all of these people came into the neighborhood saying things like "You know what her problem is? She loves Ed." I know why the old man mentioned Roxane. I also know why the hillbilly wanna be old African American looked at me stating "Someo... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted 13 days ago
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That's apparently what one of the turds around the corner thinks. I was just getting our mail. I ignored them as they have done to me in the past. I did hear the shit though. I don't think that I am bad. If I killed the dumb ass's mom or something,... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 06, 2009
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I have issues. I seem happier to other people now. Still, I have suicidal thoughts sometimes. I just don't show it anymore really. I figured that I would share it here. I'm torn about what I should do still. Part of me wants to try and go back to w... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 05, 2009
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One enemy of mine claims to be a Jehovah's Witness. The interesting thing that I found out is that if his congregation found out that he used to beat me up and spit on me, he would be banned from it. Luckily for that particular enemy, I didn't say his... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 03, 2009
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Despite all of the bad memories that haunt me, somehow I will be ok. I am hoping for this. Alot of my symptoms have gone down to a bare minimum. The biggest problem now is my temper. It's been flaring pretty dang frequently. This wasn't happening w... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 02, 2009
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I can quit smoking weed, quit drinking alcohol, quit smoking cigarettes, and quit fornicating with men. I can refrain from homosexual activities after experiencing them, though I find myself attracted to both men and women. The biggest thing that I can... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 02, 2009
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There was a guy at the bowling alley that looked absolutely scrumptious. I tried not to make it as obvious as I apparently made the fact that I was checking him out. He bowls really well too. I can't bowl worth a damn. That's why I just sit and watch... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Nov 01, 2009
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They say that using witchcraft, ouija boards, and tarot cards can open one up to demonic forces. I think that could explain the mind reading attacks and the chaos in my life. Is it all real or just going on because a part of me still believes in these... read entire post
darkerthanlightagain
posted on Oct 30, 2009
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I have to believe that. I know that life has an up and down effect. Still, I have to get over my immobilizing fears. I fear that I would get attacked by mind readers if I started working again. Maybe instead of fearing it, I should embrace it. I kno... read entire post