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I THINK IM PROLLY THE HARDEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO PLEASE..............
So my mother and my grandmother are trying to play match maker in my life.


I went out for a ladies day out(shopping shopping shopping) any ways they decided to fill my head with the "you need to meet this guy" crap. His name is Daniel ...
So here i am again. But today is different, life has been different. I was too sad all the time I was too easy to push around and I have finally put a stop to it.

I always thought that maybe it was me that took this relationship for granted b...
I dont even matter anymore--
I mean less than any common whore--
I cried in scilence and begged out loud--
I stood alone in the middle of my crowd--
I asked too many questions in need to know too much--
I saw the distant look...
Today has been an alright day i guess....
The Long way Home

Past the blueberry bushes and the pond at the end of the road--
Over the mountains near the feilds freshly moad--
Along the trees that dangle down low--
Thats part of the long way home--
Departing fri...
I said id be his friend and that id stand by him because i have that much love for him in my heart.

I said id help him do what ever it was that he wanted to do with his life because im not the k...
So i sit here in an empty house trying to figure out what im going to do next. For the last year my every move has been made for me every thought i had as well now im just........

I dont know, i dont know where to go from here, i dont know wh...
So here it is Monday, I just got out of mental health. On Friday night the person i love more than life decided to tell me he didnt want to be with me anymore. I went to the store after we had gotten into a pretty bad fight and when i came home all of hi...
Do you remember when all there was to do is laugh and play? Hang with friends and the dreams you had were so never ending?

I look at pictures and i remember then, i remember everything about then, i remember the fun, the constant here there ...
So its true like i thought hes a lieing piece of shit, let me break it down for you.

My kids are gone the house is empty and instead of staying here with me he wants to go play cards well his cell phone dies so i call to leave a message and i...
The kids are gone for the weekend to their fathers house they wont be home until monday, J is gone for the night, but im here watching the snow fall, im gonna clean and do some home work but after thats all done ill sit here...
So i could go on believing this fairytale ive created, i could believe that the person i love so so much isnt cheating and isnt lieing but then id be lieing to myself.

i guess i just tried too hard and in the end it all came back to get me. E...
The more i think about it the more i hate this stupid fuckin life.


Its funny that the only time im good enough is when someone wants something or needs something but anyother time i can fuck myself. The only normal conversation i ever ...
So here i am i havent written in a while but trust i have somethings to say.

I thought that things were just going to keep getting worse and worse and would never get any better, but i think that maybe i was wrong. Me and who im going to call...
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