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condrickswife
posted on Jun 29, 2009
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I am still here...I am amazed at the woman I am today- seeing all that I have endured and yet I am still here.
Thank you Jesus.
I wanted to thank all of the many people here on soulcast for their encouraging words and pray... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Feb 07, 2009
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My daughter brought her report card home and had straight A's! I am so proud of her! Unfortunately two of my sons are failing and the other is borderline failing...but we just have to deal with it. All of us are handling our grief differently, and th... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Oct 02, 2008
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1. When does the acceptance begin?2. When does the pain end?
3. When does the understanding take place?
4. When do I stop seing his face?
5. When do I stop feeling alone?
6. When do I... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Oct 01, 2008
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I talk to you everyday, rain or shine. You constantly cross my mind no matter how busy I am or what is going on in my life. I hope you know how much of an impact that you made on my life. You completed me. I told you this so many times b... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 29, 2008
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I hope the tears of sadness have faded as well, to be replaced with tears of joy. My joy is knowing he is safe, and watching over us. My prayers for a sign have been answered and my faith is beginning to become restored.... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 28, 2008
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My husband came to me two days ago. He was right on time, as the past week or so has been extremely difficult. As soon as I felt like I was dealing with his death, and getting our life back on track, I plummeted back into grief.I had been ... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 25, 2008
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My second youngest is officially in counseling. He continues to break down in class and so they have set up counseling for him at school. I always thought psychologists and psychiatrists were for people with problems. I guess we have some problems.... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 21, 2008
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The eyes are the windows to the soul. I have heard that saying more than once but I don't remember where. In a movie perhaps, or maybe in a book. I wish I could look into his eyes.I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I see an unkempt ... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 17, 2008
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I ache for him. It is growing stronger now with each day but I ache for him. His soft lips, piercing eyes, muscular build- I long for his touch. I remember every curve of every part and every mole and every vein and everything of him. He was perfect... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 08, 2008
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My husband would talk to me on the telephone so many times a day. We would exchange text messages, sending little love notes back and forth all day long. I sit at work now alone. No one to talk to, no one to text. When I close my store and begin my d... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 27, 2008
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I am so angry. I feel mad at the world for no reason. I think sometimes I am losing my mind. I snap at everyone around me all day long. I hate being so mean all the time, but I feel so alone and I am mad about it. I pray for this anger ... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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This is the song from my husband's funeral. I am trying to "Say Yes" but all I can say is no right now. No, this is not happening. No, this is not real. No, God did not take away the only person that loved me.
My husband w... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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"How are you doing?""Taking it one day at a time."
This has been my automated response for the constant question that coworkers, friends and family ask over and over again. How am I supposed to be doing? I still hurt. The pai... read entire post