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teenage boy waiting for a jet engine.
bff
posted on Feb 24, 2008
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he didn't come. i can't blame him though. i mean, he can't drive and it's not really his friends responsability.... read entire post
bff
posted on Feb 23, 2008
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i went to go see him at the guard competition today. we had this little plan where one of us was going to go do something like "make a phone call" then the other would also have to go do something like "get my camera." it was pretty slick if i do say so... read entire post
bff
posted on Feb 21, 2008
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i came out to one of my best friends today. and i was very nervous. also, if i didn't have a history midterm in the morning, and a cyst (i think) growing on my hand, i'd write more. oh, and that guy i met last weekend. well, he thought i was cute too. an... read entire post
bff
posted on Feb 17, 2008
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can anyone explain why that sometimes it's easier to talk to someone you BARELY even know about important stuff, yet you can't even tell your best friends?... read entire post
bff
posted on Feb 17, 2008
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i was supposed to wake up at 8am this morning so i could shower before i went to the winter guard competition, but i overslept. this ment instead of being there at 9:30am i woke up at 9:30am and got there at 9:45am. i didn't let that stop me from having... read entire post
bff
posted on Feb 12, 2008
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i have no idea where or how to start this. it's been a long time since i've wrote in here. but i've found that this honestly is one of the few places i can write my thoughts down without worrying about anything.
i guess i can s... read entire post
bff
posted on Dec 11, 2007
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lately i haven't been able to put things into complete sentences. and by lately, i mean the past few months. and by complete sentences, i mean that everything is like a game of tetris that i just can't get any lines to disappear.... read entire post
bff
posted on Dec 03, 2007
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i spoke with a very good friend of mine today for the first time in months. see, we sort of lost touch, but it was definitely not intentional. i guess it never really is though. but we started talking; updating eachother on our current lives. what's new,... read entire post
bff
posted on Dec 02, 2007
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i'm not sure what it is exactly, but for years now, i haven't been able to cry. i've come close, but no cake. i don't know why i can't cry. maybe it's society's fault. but women cry all the time and they seem fine. hell, people say a good cry now in then... read entire post
bff
posted on Dec 01, 2007
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wednesday morning, on my way to my 8am chem lab, i get a call from the detective on my case. he asked me to come in after class for some questioning. for some reason, that made me super nervous. they asked me lots of questions. "where were on this day at... read entire post
bff
posted on Nov 27, 2007
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the other night while watching heroes i got an instant message from an unfamiliar screen name. since it wasn't on my buddy list a sort of "warning" message came up first. thus, i didn't know i got the message til about 4am. so i read it and all it said w... read entire post
bff
posted on Nov 26, 2007
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it's so great when life is going good and BOOM! you crash into a brick wall with a new problem. sometimes i think it could be karma, but then i hadn't really done anything wrong. you know? or sometimes it makes me believe in a god, and that god is punish... read entire post
bff
posted on Nov 19, 2007
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i couldn't believe it. though, it took 5 minutes to realize it. i almost died tonight on my way back home. i was driving from school to the my city which is a good 2 hours away. it was really dark and i couldn't see any signs. then all of a sudden the ex... read entire post
bff
posted on Nov 16, 2007
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i've kept a livejournal for about 4 years now. i get most of my feelings out in that. but since about july of 2007, i have thought about suicide almost everyday. i'm not some emo kid that has no reason to be sad. i don't cut myself because i don't have f... read entire post