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MY BLOG DISAPPEARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, this is an unfortunate turn of events.

I've been trying to blog for a while now and have been drawing a blank. Finally, I get something going and damn it all if my computer did not...
Poetry is.........................
So it has been several months...I have been on my own and yet I am still here. Still surviving....
Wow, I've really missed being here. I said I was back and then promptly left again. I am surviving this madness remarkably well. I found within me a strength I didn't know I had. I thank God for that....
Ok...so I'm back and better than ever!



It was hard at first. I felt terrible. Guilt seeped through me and I felt I had done something terribly wrong. I knew, in my heart, that I was not wrong but to see him...
Ok...so I am kinda losing it...I am trying desperately to hang on to what little bit of sanity I have left...it is elusive at best. I have til next week to get myself together. Its a struggle. I see you guys have been there for me...thank you...right...
My world is crashing down about me. I don't know what to do but I know I am feeling like I will survive. It will be hard, it will be painful but I will be ok....
I stand there, teetering on the edge....
I'm so proud of myself!!...
I'm struggling right now. I long to find a pleasant mind numbing place but can't seem to........