beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Nov 17, 2008
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Tags: life, change, home
MY BLOG DISAPPEARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, this is an unfortunate turn of events.
I've been trying to blog for a while now and have been drawing a blank. Finally, I get something going and damn it all if my computer did not... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Nov 16, 2008
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Tags: pleasure, love
Poetry is......................... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Aug 12, 2008
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Tags: Hope, Happiness, pain, life, change
So it has been several months...I have been on my own and yet I am still here. Still surviving.... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on May 02, 2008
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Tags: life
Wow, I've really missed being here. I said I was back and then promptly left again. I am surviving this madness remarkably well. I found within me a strength I didn't know I had. I thank God for that.... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Apr 25, 2008
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Tags: Happiness, change, peace
Ok...so I'm back and better than ever!
It was hard at first. I felt terrible. Guilt seeped through me and I felt I had done something terribly wrong. I knew, in my heart, that I was not wrong but to see him... read entire post
Ok...so I am kinda losing it...I am trying desperately to hang on to what little bit of sanity I have left...it is elusive at best. I have til next week to get myself together. Its a struggle. I see you guys have been there for me...thank you...right... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Apr 15, 2008
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Tags: pain, Need Support, shock
My world is crashing down about me. I don't know what to do but I know I am feeling like I will survive. It will be hard, it will be painful but I will be ok.... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Apr 10, 2008
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Tags: pain
I stand there, teetering on the edge.... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Apr 07, 2008
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Tags: sobriety
I'm so proud of myself!!... read entire post
beautifulbecuaseofhim
posted on Mar 19, 2008
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Tags: numbness
I'm struggling right now. I long to find a pleasant mind numbing place but can't seem to........ read entire post