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auroralost
posted 1 day ago
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Why I shouldn't write when awake by myself hopped up on too many energy pills and booze.... read entire post
auroralost
posted 1 day ago
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This life has got the best of methe test of me
the last of me
I've been been beat up and
bruised up
stepped on and used up
I'm fed up
I'm trying to be happy
lying to be happy
dying to be happy
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auroralost
posted on Oct 20, 2009
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I tried to write here initially as therapy for myself and to get back into a habit of writing. I have been unsuccessful. Somewhere along the way I started to write to try to appeal to others. Which defeats the purpose of writing here.... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Oct 12, 2009
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Eyes open this morning. I want to shut them.to keep out the light and let the day pass me by.
I don't want to be part of the world today but
rather just a passenger as the earth makes it's
spin this time. Time won't allow for... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Oct 09, 2009
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I'm getting lost in a maze of twisting turning thoughtstrying to follow the path of you.
the is no map and i have lost my sense of direction.
i want out but i cannot find my way back to where i
started i am tangled up inside myse... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Oct 08, 2009
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I watched the office tonight. I love the show, it is one of my favorites. It was Pam and Jim's wedding. It was wonderful. It left me destroyed though. I know it is not real life, I promise I do but.....I want that. I want that person who looks a... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Sep 25, 2009
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I simply don't understand some women out there. This girl talk about how devistated she is that she lost her fiance last year. This girl was cheating on him with 2 different guys and at one point got pregnant and had an abortion to hide the fact that s... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Sep 19, 2009
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I feel like I am at a loss for words lately. So I am going try again here.afraid it will not reflect you
the air is cold around me
I don't want to be numb ag... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Sep 09, 2009
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You're an ass. You go around acting like what you say shouldnt matter and I should never feel hurt about it. You act as though I don't matter. You dont talk to me anymore in any type of serious manner. Everything is not a joke. You talk to her...bu... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Aug 24, 2009
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It is the same thing every day. A never ending repetitive circle...one I despise. It's like I am in Dante's inferno and this is my own particular circle of hell that I must suffer for my sins. Instead of pushing a bolder up a hill, I push around bulls... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Jul 30, 2009
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I haven't been as chatty with others here lately as I have been in the past. I'm just having a hard time lately and don't want to come off as negative to anyone. K had his acl reconstruction done today. The pain is more than he was prepa... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Jul 26, 2009
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I awoke this morning early. Much earlier than I should be awake on a sleepy Sunday morning. The thoughts in my head were much to active to allow for much rest for my body. The bounced and ricocheched the whole not causing damage and multiplying as the... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Jul 25, 2009
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Talking does not make things worse. Not talking makes things worse. It allows things to be assumed and other things to fester. It is of no use to anyone. In all fairness things do come to a point where nothing that can be said can make a difference... read entire post
auroralost
posted on Jul 24, 2009
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Another day of nothingness followed by a night of uneventful boredom. Is life a never ending repetitive loop? I am begining to wonder a lot about this about paths and destinations. Is it possible at the end of this life we just restart the same life... read entire post