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I'm 43, I love getting tattoos, I long to leave this world.
TracylovesDave
posted 5 days ago
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I put up a web site for Dave. You know, a memorial. It's not much to look at right now because I'm still in class for another 6 weeks. After that I'm going to take alittle break from school, maybe a couple of weeks, and work on it. I would really like t... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Dec 06, 2008
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I I had Dave's face tattooed on my left arm last night. It's beautiful, black ink except for his eyes, which the same sexy, entrancing blue that they really were (and white of course) with awesome highlights in his irises. It's about size of my hand and... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Dec 01, 2008
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Wow, now the Chief Medical Examiner is investigating the possibility that Dave's death might have been an accident. The detective, (I won't mention his name, but it might be Juan Cisneros of the Phoenix PD) made a nasty comment to me on the phone when I... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Oct 29, 2008
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The police report concerning Dave's death has led me to question the cause of death as stated by the police dept. Some of the evidence suggests that his death may have been an accident, as in auto-erotic asphyxiation. The comments made by Det. Cis... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Oct 10, 2008
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My little guy is five, he can be very self-centered, demanding, disruptive and hard to live with, but when he heard me crying last night (I don't cry, I usually stuff it down) he came in to my room and started patting me on the back, and saying "Oh, mom... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Oct 09, 2008
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I don't want to do this anymore, i don't want to keep trying, I'm tired. I finally got a picture of Dave. He has been dead for 9 frickin' years and I finally managed to get a picture, from the Sheriff's office, two, actually both booking photos. Dave do... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Oct 05, 2008
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"...What's real and what's for sale?" (Thank you Scott Weiland) I was thinking about the fact the my aunt Carol and I dream about a certain house that belonged to my grandfather more often than it seems is normal, and this brought to mind my grandfather... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Oct 01, 2008
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Thank you! I appreciate the kind words and thoughtful support! I do believe that love conquers death, Jesus proves that. No, I don't subscribe to the standard christian beliefs, I believe Jesus loves everyone, EVERYONE! Yes that includes people who are... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Sep 29, 2008
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God is more than we can define, simply by being GOD!... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Sep 22, 2008
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I feel as though I tied the rope around Dave's neck. I miss him so much, I just want to leave this life and find him. Sometimes I think he answers me when I talk to him. Suicide sucks, life sucks, my five year old son ties me to this world.... read entire post