its bad news
the fat old fart pyscho of mine has told my mom that Im losing weight too quickly and that he strongly reccomends that I go to a clinic.... read entire post
Well just an update on the weight front...Ive really been trying to focus on feeling better about who I am as a person, be proud of my achievements and such, and to not obsess about food but....well I dont know, old habits die hard I suppose!... read entire post
Another secret...after confessing the last one I feel quite liberated to tell another one! This secret isn't as life altering but well I suppose it might be...I don't think I old enough and far away enough from this secret to look at it objectively.
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Striving2bseethrough
posted 7 days ago
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Tags: abuse, murder, guilt, =D
Secrets....my best friend and my worst enemy. I love the sense of power they give you (the whole 'I know something you don't know') but they also cripple you. THey eat you from the inside out like acid and burn your tongue so that when you feel like you... read entire post
Striving2bseethrough
posted 8 days ago
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Tags: celebration, happy, =D, Art
Just so you know I have some FANTASTIC news to tell! Ok, so it's old news for me..but you don't know yet! SO here it is!... read entire post
Striving2bseethrough
posted 8 days ago
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Tags: support, fart, psychobabble
A lot of people seem concerned with the fact that I'm not seeking professional help for my crazyness so, it'll be a relief to some I suppose, when I tell you that I am seeing an old fart of sorts. My mom doesn't earn a lot so we can't really afford to h... read entire post
Striving2bseethrough
posted 8 days ago
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Tags: angry, Freak, support, =D
Me ranting and raving about nothing in particular... read entire post
Today I got hold of something that is going to change my life forever! I may not need to fast for days on end anymore (though I might still Im not sure) It's sooo fantastic and ingenious that I can't believe I haven't thought of it before!... read entire post
What is TAG-O-MATIC, I've seen it on alot of people's blogs...why is that? What is it?... read entire post
Striving2bseethrough
posted 11 days ago
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Tags: cutting, suicide, curious, Hmm
I thought I'd write about something other than food!... read entire post
Now, I’m thinking about my decision to carry on with my ED and now I’m not so sure…
To be honest I’m balancing on the line of wanting to get better and wanting to be beautiful…I’ve balanced that rope for a while now…I hate the indecision.... read entire post
my answer to the all important question... read entire post
Today I threw up 5 times! Even by my standards that’s bad!
I read a report on anorexia bulimia, I think theres a link to it after one of my blogs, and it made me think…
I never thought about potassium before…So I’ve come up with a solution!... read entire post
Im happy about it... read entire post
This is in preparation for next year...I want to look beautiful... read entire post