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A lot has changed since my last post. I am now married to Brandon. I'm 29 weeks pregnant.
A lot has not changed as well... I'm still a miserable person.

I love Brandon so much... but I never wanted kids. This was an unintended pregnanc...
Feeling green in only a way that a younger sibling can....
Why can't I forgive myself?...
Before I wrote "This is why I Hate Myself" W had pretty much disappeared. After I wrote it, W seemed to bombard me in some way or another. I took the opportunity to speak my mind....
I'm a basket-case and now he has to feel obligated to stick by me....
This is a post about the most sickening, depressing, regretted and haunting things in my life. I've wanted to kill myself over some of these things. They still get to me if I think about them too much....
This is just a little bit about myself and why I started this blog....