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I am a 10 year schizophrenic where I always could work before, but lost my job this time. I'm having trouble getting work
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 28, 2008
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should I be pressured into going somewhere I do not want to go?... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 26, 2008
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Life , illnesss, strife... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 23, 2008
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This is the first day in 2 weeks at least where I feel great, like a normal 41 year old should feel and I am grateful. I was able to clean house, go to the store, play with the dogs, feed the dogs, feed my husband, and watch a movie together with my husb... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 12, 2008
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Each one satisfies the loneliness inside which is building due to lack of understanding by others. Do this, do that, and you will be fine. I hate to break it to them, I've been there, done that. so Here I am eating cookies, eating sleeping pills, pain p... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 09, 2008
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I turn left, I turn right, my captor laughing. My plans, to go to the beach and relax for the day, but no, he has a different idea. We are to quit drinking coffee today, learn how to deal with anxiety and irritability by stayng home next to my obnoxiou... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 07, 2008
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I can't do squat without permission from them. soemtimes I just do what I want anyways. Talk about a job, it's way out in the future, what can one do? You tell me that, and I will worship genius. and what does a job mean anyways. We still are talk... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 02, 2008
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Here I am.. voices say I can not work and that I need to divorce my husband. Granted, he is not too understanding from time to time, but that is to be expected.Like today, It looked like from the outside I was having a good time with the family, bu... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Feb 01, 2008
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Here I thought the new medicine was going to take care of me and I would be able to go back to work.I'm having night stomache aches and hot flashes. Granted, I did not walk the last 3 days which I think help enormously.
Anyhow, I'm up now and... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Jan 19, 2008
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And if so, why are we so hard on ourselves when we fail? We have a lifetime to succeed.And, isn't success a journey anyways? What fun is the destination? It's the journey eh?... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Jan 19, 2008
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If so,, why do we take failures so hard?... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Jan 16, 2008
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Poem describing how I feel... read entire post
SchizophreniaBlog1
posted on Jan 15, 2008
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Poem describing my lack of self esteem after I lost my job and finally accepted my illness.... read entire post