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QuinnJ
posted on Mar 04, 2008
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Is it too much to ask that my true love comes for me? That he decides the one is married to was never the right choice for him? That I am his true soul mate. And now because of that I am drifting. Living a half life.... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Jun 13, 2007
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I've tricked myself into thinking I need a man. Thinking I need J's support, it is nice and all but a crutch really. And then Patrick shows his face. I know I could take him if I wanted him. And I do want him. Again, vulnerability that makes... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Jun 12, 2007
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I went on a date with J today. We've been hanging out casually, nothing romantic or dramatic. So today when he wanted to go to a movie I said yes. Not only did he pay there but he also took me out to dinner after the movie. I am totally hor... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Jun 10, 2007
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I moved. I am alone, it's just me and the cat. I love it and hate it at the same time. My insecurity has brought me to J I think. In my delusional mind I've given him a chance.
I feel bad for him. I need his support right now s... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on May 06, 2007
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I'm so confused. J came over today, spent some time with the fam. Is perfect. So why am I not jumping at the chance to be with him? Part of me wants to throw caution to the wind and just say what the heck. Why not? But that is really not too fair to him... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on May 04, 2007
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J is actively pursuing me. This should be a good thing however I'm not sure that I actually want something with him. I think I just like the idea of him. I mean, he's totally doing what I want a guy to do. He's stepping up to the plate and being a man.... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on May 02, 2007
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Patrick called my office today.To tell me a very large family problem. It was something that had been ongoing when we were together but has gotten much much worse.
I truly feel for him and for his family but why did he call m... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on May 01, 2007
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And it really doesn't feel good. Even though Patrick and I work together we don't have to see each other very often. And this suits me. Since I told him I was dating someone things have been easy between us, he is back with his ex. He is a self diagnose... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 30, 2007
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What am I really trying to get from B? 1. Companionship: someone to tell my day to, want to know about me, etc.
2. Affection: I love cuddling, kissing and hand holding
3. Convergence of life goals: we are going in similar directi... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 30, 2007
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Just wrote a huge blog and it disappeared! What the heck!? I didn't do anything. ARGHHHH! Damn it!Boo hoo.
QJ... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 29, 2007
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I could use some direction down here. A prophetic word, something. I prayed for that. I think God said no. It was about Eric. And now here is Brian.
Moreover, I need direction and purpose for my life. When Jose asked me about m... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 29, 2007
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Ok. Why is it that when you first start 'dating' someone, they are all you can think of? I think my night with B yesterday went well. Aside from the fact that he invited others to come over too. Is he just being safe? But seriously, am I that scary? I s... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 28, 2007
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'Went out' with B last night, I had so much fun, a better time than I thought I would. I wasn't sure what he thought though until today. He called me about 'work stuff' today and then started text messaging and whoops, I have to go, he's done with work... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 27, 2007
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So I am about a 1/2 hour away from dinner/something with the illusive Brian. Oh and he invited a woman who told me not to date him. This could be a very uncomfortable night. I ultimately have to do what makes me happy but for someone who gets caught up... read entire post
QuinnJ
posted on Apr 17, 2007
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It is a long, slow and painful death. To the one that harbors the bitterness. It is a prison and it is an addictive prison that pulls people to it. It starts out small. A complaint, it may even by a just complaint. A wayward... read entire post