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Now I must bow out gracefully, while there is still some dignity intact...
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Jul 15, 2009
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my dreams, my nightmare, my relief...... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Apr 01, 2009
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Everything just got a whole lot less complicated, i have officially talked to Puppet, admitted my feeling towards the situation, and actually got an answer to the ever plaguing question: why? As it turns out i was right, commitment issues after all... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Mar 21, 2009
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I feel like talking, and theres no one on to talk to, so i guess i will write here, and instead of all my doom and gloom again, i think ill write about plans, and things that im looking forward to. So i guess the next thing I have to look forward to is...... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Feb 06, 2009
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I see myself slipping, my mind slowly fading. Everything around me blurs, and all things seem insignificant. A part of me knows things should matter, but they dont. I know I will walk through my life, do my duties, listen when needed, be used when wanted... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Jan 18, 2009
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Well i guess all mysterious epiphanies can be lost. He decided to start whoring himself around again. I was stupid and i completely regret my actions, thinking he would actually be willing to try for me, and be happy i was willing to come and be with him... read entire post
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posted on Jan 10, 2009
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So its my birthday...yay... not. I dont feel any older, nothing has changed, and nothing is really going to. "He" didnt remember my birthday, which kind of stings, but it doesnt really matter. I got a new computer screen and tattoo, which i will link a... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Dec 17, 2008
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I want to be honestly loved by someone, not the idea of me, not my body or all the things they can get from me, but me as a person. I am sick of being lied to, cheated on, ignored, and hurt every time i turn around... read entire post
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posted on Dec 02, 2008
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everything seems calmer...and there is no where else I'd rather be, only because there is no one and/or no where else to go.... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Oct 11, 2008
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And another part of you dies, when you realize the one thing that could make you indefinately happy is exactly 3230 miles away from you and counting.... read entire post
InvisablexWallflower
posted on Sep 30, 2008
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the complete realization of everything that is wrong with you, and you've thought it all through, and you've rationalized everything... read entire post
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posted on Sep 22, 2008
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http://www.flickr.com/photos/xwallflowerx/2880226027/ok lets see if this works. i am actually in a good mood right now, and i just got finished painting so i thought i might post it here for people to see :)... read entire post