InsighedOut
posted on Nov 04, 2009
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Tags: depression
But I'm a tiny bit closer to figuring out who I'm not. I'm not the family clown. I'm not the family caretaker. I'm not .. I'm not well. I thought I could just go on ignoring my own needs and they kicked me up the backside. So now I'm feeling tender and v... read entire post
InsighedOut
posted on Apr 25, 2008
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Tags: rant, cancer
God I'm so sick and tired of everything. Dad has cancer, and I am the only one there to cope. i am so bloody fed up. trying so hard but they just WILL not take care of themselves. and i don't know what i'm supposed to do. leave them to live their own liv... read entire post
InsighedOut
posted on Mar 24, 2008
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Tags: magic
Lots and lots of them. Just by doing my job. It's an amazing feeling, to see a face break into a smile and know that you put it there.... read entire post
InsighedOut
posted on Mar 23, 2008
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Tags: magic, India
I'm horrified. I've just been surfing through SoulCast, looking to see if there are others from India here. But all I find are boring real estate promos. Is that what we've come to?... read entire post
InsighedOut
posted on Mar 23, 2008
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Tags: breathing
Same old same old. There are days when just keeping alive is exhausting. No, I don't want to kill myself, that's not what I mean. Just the act of breathing seems too much effort to make. Too noisy. Perhaps I am looking for stillness.... read entire post
InsighedOut
posted on Mar 21, 2008
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Tags: words
Sometimes it can't be left alone, and the words are swirling about in that head and I just think it is a shame to let them flutter about like so much paper left over from a political rally. I feel the need to pick them up and put them somewhere.... read entire post