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This is place for my feelings, all of them, the good the bad and the ugly. I'm not here to make a statement. I'm here to make sense of my life.
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face... read entire post
Today would have been our 11th anniversary of dating. I have seen my husband once since the year began.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Dec 16, 2008
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Tags: thoughts, suicide, relationships
I was woken up this morning at the door bell ringing at 4am. Crouched on my doorstep was my husband. He had decided to overdose on Vicodin and what ever else was in his med chest.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Dec 01, 2008
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Tags: update, rambling, thoughts
So much is going on in my life right now.... read entire post
A question about infidelity.... read entire post
In the desire to find a new partner I'm trying to put together a list of requisites or standards. I'm also afraid that they might be too unrealistic.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Sep 10, 2008
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Tags: thoughts, relationships
I realized that I was lonely.
I have spent so many years hiding my hurt and my insecurities.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Sep 04, 2008
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Tags: lonely, stream of conscience
I realized today how lonely I am.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Aug 20, 2008
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Tags: wanted
I survived the other night. I reached my epiphany the next morning. My mood is on an upswing.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Aug 15, 2008
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Tags: suicide, personal struggle, depression
I'm reaching out. Even if it is online.
I'm suicidal again... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Aug 15, 2008
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Tags: stream of conscience, relationships
Is it me? Is it my fault that I let people into my heart? Is that why it hurts so much when they decide to rip themselves out?... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Aug 12, 2008
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Tags: rambling, personal struggle, depression
The depression has been building for a while. I've seen it coming, tried to ward it off. I don't remember being this depressed in high school.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Aug 04, 2008
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Tags: relationship, update
deep breath
exhale
I'm having trouble breathing. There's a tightness in my chest and a ball in my stomach.
I guess the reality of it can't be put off.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on Jun 05, 2008
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Tags: personal struggle, dark place
I feel as if I'm in a storm at sea.... read entire post
Gypsyheart
posted on May 21, 2008
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Tags: thoughts
I'm feeling a little lost and disconnected.... read entire post