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AmyLaughs324
posted 5 days ago
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Once again I have been thinking about my trust issues and my relationship. It seems like everything that happens in the dark, so to speak always comes to the light. People always come back to me...I was listening t... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted 9 days ago
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I started college classes last night. It felt so good to be away from babies and children. I was able to focus on me and bettering myself for my future. I have another class tonight and then one on Saturday morning.... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 12, 2008
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I love the way 730 C4 smells like home. I love the way Oliver and Riddick wait at the front door for someone to get home. I love not listening to Oliver when he's hungry and hearing him cry softly to shadows in the corner. I love the way V's room is dark... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 11, 2008
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I should probably keep track of the date. I do know what time it is, and what day. I am just not clear on the date itself. I couldn't get up this morning, naturally Monday morning syndrome. I asked Mo if she would pay for my classes since my income is b... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 08, 2008
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I wish that I had some kind of control of my life again. I have heard that people become anorexic because they feel that eating is the one thing that they can control in their life. I think about that a lot. Control. I am verfy independent. I know what I... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jul 29, 2008
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She really hurt my feelings this morning. Perhaps she did not mean to. Perhaps she was "just joking", but it really hurt down deep. I know her, if I tell her it hurt she'd probably say something like...I'll never joke with you again... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jul 27, 2008
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Today seems especially dreary. V's birthday extravaganza; his two days of partying hard are over and I am exhausted. My thoughts today revolve around the disappointment associated with moving in with my mother. A panic attack sets in, my mind races tryin... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jul 05, 2008
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The job search is still underway. I had to stop looking all day everyday as it was completely mentally draining. I have noticed that my stress level has declined signifigantly and my relationship with my girlfriend has improved dramatically... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jun 23, 2008
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It has been a week now since my well paying job laid me off. I feel so trapped and useless. Everyone is telling me not to get discouraged. It's harder than it seems. I have been sending my resume out like crazy, the only place that called me back told me... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jun 12, 2008
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I sent an email to the NCP last night. It was dry, sarcastic and laskluster. I was irritated with life, which is not unusual. I asked him to take the picture of MY child off of his Myspace page. Considering his absence, he has no right to project the vie... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jun 11, 2008
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I told her I would go with her to look at apartments. She said she was scared.I called my mother last night for one of our daily chats. We do better living in seperate households. I brought up the topic of my car, on which she is a co-signer... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Jun 05, 2008
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What do you do with the words? I have never been clever or whitty, poised in conversation or escentric. I say the words in my head but they never pass though my lips with out doubt.... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on May 29, 2008
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I went to the doctor yesterday. Visually, she said everything checked out alright. Thank God I don't have any hidden growths or sores. Gross. But, my favourite part was when I first went into the exam room with the nurse. Bonita, if you will. She asked m... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on May 28, 2008
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I remeber back in February 2006, I went on vacation to the ocean. I remember feeling such a strain and tension from the miles separating me from the rest of my life. Back then it didn't matter if it was only a couple of days.... read entire post