AmyLaughs324
posted on Mar 04, 2009
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Tags: family
Be nice to your mother. Process these files. Work on your late steps. OMG she has 1 minute to be home before Iose my mind. I have to get away from her. I have to get away from all of them. Listen to your mother. I feel sorry for her. I am going to have a... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Dec 05, 2008
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Tags: life, growing up, men, fear
I have finals next week, there for this week I am cramming in papers, power point presentations and extra credit. I can't help but think about who I am becoming. I think more now then I ever have and I almost want it to stop. The thinking I mean. I don't... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Dec 02, 2008
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Tags: dreams, life, realization, love
Okay, so he's dressing in drag and doing the hula. That is so not what I expected. I know he has to be who he is, but my stomach churned when I looked at him. Whatever, it's all bullshit anyway. Sometimes memories suck. I was thinking and trying randomly... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Nov 17, 2008
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Tags: Debt, lawyers
Friday my bank account was garnished. Like an expensive plate of food at a fancy restraunt. You know the kind, where you're really paying for the fancy spirled orange peel that winds around that green thing and is drizzled with walnuts. The kind of plate... read entire post
I know you love me. I love you too, very much. I love you more than chocolate, which is not a pun and is hard for me to say. But, its true. I love you because when you look into my eyes you see me. I love you because you tickle me and because your okay w... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Oct 29, 2008
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Tags: relationships
Where is all of this stuff coming from? Who is putting all of these thoughts in your head? Why are you thinking on them so hard? WHY do you always seem to find something wrong with me? Something that you do agree with, that I am doing wrong. You have be... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Oct 28, 2008
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Tags: life, family
I hate what my life has become. Dear reader, you really have no idea who I am or what I am really about. Minute details about me may be picked up here or there in which I paint a very gray and grim picture of myself. My blog is my outlet and there for fu... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Oct 20, 2008
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Tags: feelings, lesbian, feelings lesbian
I now feel like I dove headfirst into this beckoning fog, following a feeling that felt more than right. A lost soul, clutching my way through blinding sunlight, the "right" way. The emotions well up so fiercely sometimes that they form a block. The form... read entire post
I cannot stand this situation. I don't understand her. Some of the things that copme out of this white womans mouth are just so foreign to me in context. I want to scream at her, why are you handling this that way?!! Would you please teach your child som... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Sep 24, 2008
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Tags: child care, parents, irritation
I have been doing this babysitting thing for about two months as a result of being laid off amidst all the mortgage industry bullshit. Yeah, I am one of them... I was also trying to help out a friend as she was out of a babysitter and I was out of a job... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Sep 18, 2008
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Tags: boys, children, single parents
Hi sweetheart. Did you have a good day? Your teacher called me today. She said that you were having trouble focusing and being very impulsive. She even wants you to speak with the school counselor for something that you said. I know that you are jealous... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 31, 2008
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Tags: family, realization
Once again I have been thinking about my trust issues and my relationship. It seems like everything that happens in the dark, so to speak always comes to the light. People always come back to me...
I was listening t... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 28, 2008
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Tags: Old blogs, relationships
Oldies... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 28, 2008
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Tags: college, realization, fear, love, realizations
I started college classes last night. It felt so good to be away from babies and children. I was able to focus on me and bettering myself for my future. I have another class tonight and then one on Saturday morning.... read entire post
AmyLaughs324
posted on Aug 12, 2008
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Tags: losses, life, relationships, realization
I love the way 730 C4 smells like home. I love the way Oliver and Riddick wait at the front door for someone to get home. I love not listening to Oliver when he's hungry and hearing him cry softly to shadows in the corner. I love the way V's room is dark... read entire post
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