Am_I_psychotic
posted on Jul 09, 2009
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Tags: issues, Hush
I'm going to strive to be the best person that I can. I'm not going to go and get trashed today. Its got to stop. I'm so sick of being passed out at strange places. I wonder what this big lump is on my pussy. Maybe I have syphillis. Then again, I j... read entire post
I'm listening to my favorite band on good old fashioned CD. It reminds me of how soothing life can be, even though it is hard stuff. The lead singer's voice is the best part. It makes me glad that I'm alive. I can hear his voice in stereo. If I am u... read entire post
I CREEPED ANOTHER MAN OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LESS HEARTACHE THAT WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA THROW DOWN NOW!!!!!!!... read entire post
I know that you want to know what I did today. Maybe you'd like to tell me what you've done. Please, Please, I'm begging you. Read this.... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on May 10, 2009
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Tags: false paranoia, issues, men
Wouldn't you like to know what's going on in Hell? LOL. I notice that no one commented on my last prior post. Interesting.... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Apr 24, 2009
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Tags: america, issues
In America people break the law frequently. Alot of people like to choose a good individual to abuse starting from childhood. In America the disabled get the pleasure of losing everything because the Goddamn government gets off on jerking them around.... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Feb 28, 2009
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Tags: men, issues, sad, sorry
He is weery around me now since I walked away that one day. I can see it in his eyes ever so obviously. Perhaps he feels rejected. I don't know. I know that he was paying attention to me that day. I resisted in such a way that I didn't even acknowle... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Feb 17, 2009
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Tags: money, fame, freedom, relationship, lifestyle
What would it be like to be rich and famous like I once wanted to be? I don't think I would have any peace. Then again, I don't have alot of that now. I used to want the fame aspect of life. Now I realize that too many people would bother me. Everyo... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Feb 08, 2009
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Tags: darkness, screams, orgasm, Music, blood
As I wander through the darkness, I see a mist ahead. It's red in color. I figured out what it is. It's the blood of all my beloved enemies. Did my cries create their bludgened demise? I never laid a finger on them. I hear the sound of music in the... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Jan 26, 2009
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Tags: issues, mystery, Me, satanx
He could even block out my own thought just to put in his two cents. It wasn't Jesus, but he was telling me that I was going to be alright. He felt dark and too heavy for my person. He was overtaking me and I couldn't fight. Who the hell is it? Who... read entire post
I've been in deep thought today. The interesting part is what I have noticed. There is a hardening of my spirit taking place. I suppose this could make me stronger. Whether there is a heaven and hell or not isn't mattering too much right now. I want... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Jan 25, 2009
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Tags: issues, men, love, god, abuse
I think I'm spent. I have been feeling alot safer without a man minus my supposed paranoia. If a man came to me, could I ever want to be with him? I've been abused and taken for granted so often by men that I know within my rational mind that I'm bett... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Jan 24, 2009
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Tags: issues, false paranoia
Why is it that whenever I sit outside there is a change of the guard in cars. It's just an observation. One car had an african american male in it yesterday. Today that same car had a white male in it. This is definetely not the first time that there... read entire post
Am_I_psychotic
posted on Jan 24, 2009
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Tags: social security, psychology, joy, peace, god
I haven't been dealing with much wierdness around me lately. Ok, I've sat outside for half of the day,staring out into the road. I was trying to see how many people would stare at me. There were a few people that did. No actually, in all seriousness,... read entire post